Chapters (67)
- Cover
- Note to Reader
- Dedication
- I
- Murano
- Bubbles
- Vessels
- A Peacock in a Cage
- At the Fishhouses
- When It Is Over, It Will Be Over
- Letter from the Pribilofs
- II. Go West
- You’re
- Mae West: Advice
- Marriage
- Censored
- Freedom
- Go West
- The New Woman
- Mae West: On Aging
- “Celebrity” Striptease at Southern X-Posure
- Confessional
- Self-Portrait as Mae West One-Liner
- Never
- Prayer
- Envoi
- III
- W.C. Fields Takes a Walk
- Philip Larkin’s Koan
- Once
- Saturdays at Reynolds Work Release
- Olive Oatman in Texas
- Assemblage of Ruined Plane Parts, Vietnam Military Museum, Hanoi
- IV. Shooting the Skulls: A Wartime Devotional
- Portrait of F19: Male, 42 Years Old
- Portrait of D6: Male, 38 Years Old
- F21: Male, 37 Years Old
- Devotional
- Devotional
- Portrait of F11: Female, 39 Years Old
- F20: Male, 29 Years Old
- Portrait of D19: Male, 41 Years Old
- Portrait of D17: Female, 37 Years Old
- C18: Male, 36 Years Old
- Devotional
- Devotional
- Portrait of E4: Male, 34 Years Old
- Devotional
- Devotional
- C2: Male, 42 Years Old
- Portrait of E20: Female, 32 Years Old
- C11: Female, 54 Years Old
- Portrait of B4: Female, 34 Years Old
- Portrait of C8: Male, 32 Years Old
- V
- Baucis and Philemon
- Rhetoric
- Irises
- Monticello Vase
- Birthday Poem
- Mortal Love
- The History of Paisley
- Notes
- About the Author
- Also by Paisley Rekdal
- Acknowledgments
- Special Thanks
interlocking hooves and horns
twisted together to form great chains
of muscle, a mountain range of clashing
bodies linked together by the leg, a wolf
snapping at a man who grips him by the ears.
The vase commemorates the nation’s
Corps of Discovery: the scene itself culled
from Lewis’s descriptions
of an Indian jump he found the winter
before he lost his mind.
The vase’s color is something between
burnt wheat and burnished copper. It has a sheen
like the painted flanks on the picture
of Jefferson’s favorite horse, Caractacus:
named for the Celtic king who fought
the Romans, was taken as a slave
but spoke so eloquently he was given
his freedom. A model for Americans
to revere, the president wrote, even if they do not
remember him: symbol of native cunning
and resistance, whose power lies
in reported speeches.
Birthday Poem
BIRTHDAY POEM
It is important to remember that you will die,
lifting the fork with the sheep’s brain
lovingly speared on it to the mouth: the little
piece smooth on the one side as a baby
mouse pickled in wine; on the other, blood-
plush and intestinal atop its bed of lentils.
The lentils were once picked over for stones
in the fields of India perhaps, the sun
shining into tractor blades slow moving
as the swimmer’s arms that pierce,
then rise, then pierce again the cold
water of this river outside your window called
The Heart or The Breast, even, but meaning
something more than this, beyond
the crudeness of flesh, though what
is crude about flesh anyway, watching yourself
every day lose another bit of luster?
It is wrong to say one kind of beauty
replaces another. Isn’t it your heart
along with its breast muscles that
has started to weaken; solace
isn’t possible for every loss, or why else
should we clutch, stroke, grasp, love
the little powers we once were born with?
Perhaps the worst thing in the world
would be to live forever.
Otherwise, what would be the point
of memory, without which
we would have nothing to hurt
or placate ourselves with later?
Look. It is only getting worse
from here on out. Thank God. Otherwise
the sun on this filthy river
could never be as boring or as poignant,
the sheep’s brain trembling on the fork
wouldn’t seem once stung
by the tang of grass, by the call
of some body distant and beloved to it
still singing through the milk. The fork
would be only a fork, and not the cool
heft of it between your fingers, the scratch
of lemon in the lentils, onions, parsley
slick with blood; food that,
even as you lift it to your mouth,
you never thought you’d eat. And do.
Mortal Love
MORTAL LOVE
If we were immortal, the poet said, like
the Greek gods, love
would not be needed because time
ceases to matter: love