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Chapters (67)
  1. Cover
  2. Note to Reader
  3. Dedication
  4. I
  5. Murano
  6. Bubbles
  7. Vessels
  8. A Peacock in a Cage
  9. At the Fishhouses
  10. When It Is Over, It Will Be Over
  11. Letter from the Pribilofs
  12. II. Go West
  13. You’re
  14. Mae West: Advice
  15. Marriage
  16. Censored
  17. Freedom
  18. Go West
  19. The New Woman
  20. Mae West: On Aging
  21. “Celebrity” Striptease at Southern X-Posure
  22. Confessional
  23. Self-Portrait as Mae West One-Liner
  24. Never
  25. Prayer
  26. Envoi
  27. III
  28. W.C. Fields Takes a Walk
  29. Philip Larkin’s Koan
  30. Once
  31. Saturdays at Reynolds Work Release
  32. Olive Oatman in Texas
  33. Assemblage of Ruined Plane Parts, Vietnam Military Museum, Hanoi
  34. IV. Shooting the Skulls: A Wartime Devotional
  35. Portrait of F19: Male, 42 Years Old
  36. Portrait of D6: Male, 38 Years Old
  37. F21: Male, 37 Years Old
  38. Devotional
  39. Devotional
  40. Portrait of F11: Female, 39 Years Old
  41. F20: Male, 29 Years Old
  42. Portrait of D19: Male, 41 Years Old
  43. Portrait of D17: Female, 37 Years Old
  44. C18: Male, 36 Years Old
  45. Devotional
  46. Devotional
  47. Portrait of E4: Male, 34 Years Old
  48. Devotional
  49. Devotional
  50. C2: Male, 42 Years Old
  51. Portrait of E20: Female, 32 Years Old
  52. C11: Female, 54 Years Old
  53. Portrait of B4: Female, 34 Years Old
  54. Portrait of C8: Male, 32 Years Old
  55. V
  56. Baucis and Philemon
  57. Rhetoric
  58. Irises
  59. Monticello Vase
  60. Birthday Poem
  61. Mortal Love
  62. The History of Paisley
  63. Notes
  64. About the Author
  65. Also by Paisley Rekdal
  66. Acknowledgments
  67. Special Thanks

wing where my cousin worked. Before that?

Showers of sparks launched through a green night:

desert volleys from the nuclear submarine

this same cousin commands. Now I stand

by a stranger’s cranium missing

its braincase: clods of crumpled foils unearthed,

scorched papers, the thin nugget of a filling—

My eye twitches, blurs. Before I know it,

tears startle my fingers.

Portrait of F11: Female, 39 Years Old

PORTRAIT OF F11: FEMALE, 39 YEARS OLD

for Lynndie England

Unhooded for its shot—a burlap sack—

this skull seems more denuded, its oval ear

canal so delicate, I long to stick

a finger there, to wiggle, poke, and hear

the lambdoid suture crack. Would this cheekbone,

if I struck it, smash? I finger grooves

where vessels plumped the skin. What fun

to imagine how my thumbs might soothe

or stop blood’s flow. What sparks of pain, what groans

I’d make, the fragile joins rubbed, crushed

till a cry’s released: a name, a date, a reason—

To my right, a woman lowers her head to meet it;

smiles for her phone as she snaps a pic, then shrugs:

her white fist jutting a bald thumbs-up.

F20: Male, 29 Years Old

F20: MALE, 29 YEARS OLD

Only we, the mandible and maxilla, are left:

windup jaws dismantled for the joke. Stained

with tobacco and calculus, we’re the fragile rest

of him that feels most human. Our size suggests his brain

was malformed, body stunted: we were his best

defense, gnashing at the hands that cuffed him,

tearing through cloth ties or plastic, leather, skin—

Fact is, you want him armed, each tooth polished

as a bullet, the hope we clamped ourselves tight

to strangers’ fingers, refusing to be diminished.

That, despised, a figure of indifference,

he still had means to defend himself, some right

to wound that defined his humanness: a violence

he never lost, no matter what else he’d missed.

Portrait of D19: Male, 41 Years Old

PORTRAIT OF D19: MALE, 41 YEARS OLD

This skull recalls for me The Dying Gaul,

that statue’s cast I found secreted

in a museum stairwell, dust-veil caul

darkening the groin’s slivered wound-lips.

A child, I traced that snail shape curled in its nest

of hair, wondering why a man would go to war

naked, and how his sweat-slicked flesh

might feel, slipping against another soldier’s.

Easy to taste. Easy to tear. I stroked the deepest

breast folds, skin crust chipped at one thigh,

exposing a grubby notch of porcelain:

timeworn flaw for which he’d been consigned

to the shadows. The same material weakness to stone

and skin which makes me now remember him.

Portrait of D17: Female, 37 Years Old

PORTRAIT OF D17: FEMALE, 37 YEARS OLD

In Phnom Penh’s museum, the skulls are stacked

in aquarium tanks: grim toys for hooks to ply

free from the rubble. Here, each one gets a tag,

a mount, a photograph to suggest a life,

perhaps a name, might be envisioned. Yet I’m