Chapters (67)
- Cover
- Note to Reader
- Dedication
- I
- Murano
- Bubbles
- Vessels
- A Peacock in a Cage
- At the Fishhouses
- When It Is Over, It Will Be Over
- Letter from the Pribilofs
- II. Go West
- You’re
- Mae West: Advice
- Marriage
- Censored
- Freedom
- Go West
- The New Woman
- Mae West: On Aging
- “Celebrity” Striptease at Southern X-Posure
- Confessional
- Self-Portrait as Mae West One-Liner
- Never
- Prayer
- Envoi
- III
- W.C. Fields Takes a Walk
- Philip Larkin’s Koan
- Once
- Saturdays at Reynolds Work Release
- Olive Oatman in Texas
- Assemblage of Ruined Plane Parts, Vietnam Military Museum, Hanoi
- IV. Shooting the Skulls: A Wartime Devotional
- Portrait of F19: Male, 42 Years Old
- Portrait of D6: Male, 38 Years Old
- F21: Male, 37 Years Old
- Devotional
- Devotional
- Portrait of F11: Female, 39 Years Old
- F20: Male, 29 Years Old
- Portrait of D19: Male, 41 Years Old
- Portrait of D17: Female, 37 Years Old
- C18: Male, 36 Years Old
- Devotional
- Devotional
- Portrait of E4: Male, 34 Years Old
- Devotional
- Devotional
- C2: Male, 42 Years Old
- Portrait of E20: Female, 32 Years Old
- C11: Female, 54 Years Old
- Portrait of B4: Female, 34 Years Old
- Portrait of C8: Male, 32 Years Old
- V
- Baucis and Philemon
- Rhetoric
- Irises
- Monticello Vase
- Birthday Poem
- Mortal Love
- The History of Paisley
- Notes
- About the Author
- Also by Paisley Rekdal
- Acknowledgments
- Special Thanks
What dreams remain encased inside this freckled
gourd, this ostrich egg cradled on cardboard
like the pate of a man caught catnapping on stacks
of factory cartons? My uncle, our line’s humored,
grizzled hero, who’d survived Dong Re Lao
to find he couldn’t work a paint-gun trigger
to spray his house planks gold and rose. Shadows
from morgue lights fissure the cracks: the skull shivers
on its paper mantel. I only think the rest
of a man’s attached: crouched, fetal inside
his nightmare’s flak that drifts into a mist
of candied paints. I squint, but cannot find
the hairline hasp forensics says was groined
by lobes that tried, and failed, to fuse to one join.
Portrait of D6: Male, 38 Years Old
PORTRAIT OF D6: MALE, 38 YEARS OLD/B17: MALE, 38 YEARS OLD
Propped on their brain cases, they’re twins.
So why think of two boles of smoking
aluminum, or the scorched pump stubs left off
the French and US bombers a Vietnamese
artist slabheaped as a monument to Hanoi’s
victories? Hanoi: the city “that should be bombed,”
as the general’s said to have said, “back to the Stone Age,”
as if time itself were raw material gifted
through mechanics then taken back. Like us:
rough wires and shocks, cartilage, skin. Remnants
of men, their arms tenderly lifting out
another oil-stained engine from its carriage. More
machinery that time’s ground down to parts.
We begin in beauty. What’s left is form.
F21: Male, 37 Years Old
F21: MALE, 37 YEARS OLD
To you, what am I?
A monument
in black and white, bodiless embodiment
that, like a Rorschach blot, contains
multitudes. My bone shards change
shape in mind: spread, corrupt until I’m
whatever loss you want. How could you find
out what I was? They buried me, diseased,
in institutions. Now newly risen, I’m made
the remains for those you think have none:
soldier, citizen: can you not palpably imagine them
except through me? Displayed, I’m gone.
My dun pate splits to show you—what? Calcium
buckshot, a cuirassed abdomen?—
atop a film box stamped “Contaminant.”
Devotional
DEVOTIONAL
No skull stays silent. Each spills its neglects:
the minds that syphilis or violence ravaged
marked by fissures the intern notes, checks
off on film for forensics to manage.
Photographs translate; bones speak. Too plainly
for a blind acquaintance who hates their feel
beneath his fingers: anonymous, strangely
blank: nothing about a face is real.
It’s all skull to him. He’d rather fat’s give,
a slackened muscle, some door to stand
between him and feeling, shut off what lives
beneath skin already, each bone branded
with what only death will read: skeleton key
to unlock these rooms of memory.
Devotional
DEVOTIONAL
In repeats, the TV pans across a man
dragged from his spider hole in Iraq, thin cheeks
scabs of white. Before that, towers crumpled,
flamed amid a din of voices on-screen
shrieking, while a plane sheared into the Pentagon