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Chapters (67)
  1. Cover
  2. Note to Reader
  3. Dedication
  4. I
  5. Murano
  6. Bubbles
  7. Vessels
  8. A Peacock in a Cage
  9. At the Fishhouses
  10. When It Is Over, It Will Be Over
  11. Letter from the Pribilofs
  12. II. Go West
  13. You’re
  14. Mae West: Advice
  15. Marriage
  16. Censored
  17. Freedom
  18. Go West
  19. The New Woman
  20. Mae West: On Aging
  21. “Celebrity” Striptease at Southern X-Posure
  22. Confessional
  23. Self-Portrait as Mae West One-Liner
  24. Never
  25. Prayer
  26. Envoi
  27. III
  28. W.C. Fields Takes a Walk
  29. Philip Larkin’s Koan
  30. Once
  31. Saturdays at Reynolds Work Release
  32. Olive Oatman in Texas
  33. Assemblage of Ruined Plane Parts, Vietnam Military Museum, Hanoi
  34. IV. Shooting the Skulls: A Wartime Devotional
  35. Portrait of F19: Male, 42 Years Old
  36. Portrait of D6: Male, 38 Years Old
  37. F21: Male, 37 Years Old
  38. Devotional
  39. Devotional
  40. Portrait of F11: Female, 39 Years Old
  41. F20: Male, 29 Years Old
  42. Portrait of D19: Male, 41 Years Old
  43. Portrait of D17: Female, 37 Years Old
  44. C18: Male, 36 Years Old
  45. Devotional
  46. Devotional
  47. Portrait of E4: Male, 34 Years Old
  48. Devotional
  49. Devotional
  50. C2: Male, 42 Years Old
  51. Portrait of E20: Female, 32 Years Old
  52. C11: Female, 54 Years Old
  53. Portrait of B4: Female, 34 Years Old
  54. Portrait of C8: Male, 32 Years Old
  55. V
  56. Baucis and Philemon
  57. Rhetoric
  58. Irises
  59. Monticello Vase
  60. Birthday Poem
  61. Mortal Love
  62. The History of Paisley
  63. Notes
  64. About the Author
  65. Also by Paisley Rekdal
  66. Acknowledgments
  67. Special Thanks

What dreams remain encased inside this freckled

gourd, this ostrich egg cradled on cardboard

like the pate of a man caught catnapping on stacks

of factory cartons? My uncle, our line’s humored,

grizzled hero, who’d survived Dong Re Lao

to find he couldn’t work a paint-gun trigger

to spray his house planks gold and rose. Shadows

from morgue lights fissure the cracks: the skull shivers

on its paper mantel. I only think the rest

of a man’s attached: crouched, fetal inside

his nightmare’s flak that drifts into a mist

of candied paints. I squint, but cannot find

the hairline hasp forensics says was groined

by lobes that tried, and failed, to fuse to one join.

Portrait of D6: Male, 38 Years Old

PORTRAIT OF D6: MALE, 38 YEARS OLD/B17: MALE, 38 YEARS OLD

Propped on their brain cases, they’re twins.

So why think of two boles of smoking

aluminum, or the scorched pump stubs left off

the French and US bombers a Vietnamese

artist slabheaped as a monument to Hanoi’s

victories? Hanoi: the city “that should be bombed,”

as the general’s said to have said, “back to the Stone Age,”

as if time itself were raw material gifted

through mechanics then taken back. Like us:

rough wires and shocks, cartilage, skin. Remnants

of men, their arms tenderly lifting out

another oil-stained engine from its carriage. More

machinery that time’s ground down to parts.

We begin in beauty. What’s left is form.

F21: Male, 37 Years Old

F21: MALE, 37 YEARS OLD

To you, what am I?

A monument

in black and white, bodiless embodiment

that, like a Rorschach blot, contains

multitudes. My bone shards change

shape in mind: spread, corrupt until I’m

whatever loss you want. How could you find

out what I was? They buried me, diseased,

in institutions. Now newly risen, I’m made

the remains for those you think have none:

soldier, citizen: can you not palpably imagine them

except through me? Displayed, I’m gone.

My dun pate splits to show you—what? Calcium

buckshot, a cuirassed abdomen?—

atop a film box stamped “Contaminant.”

Devotional

DEVOTIONAL

No skull stays silent. Each spills its neglects:

the minds that syphilis or violence ravaged

marked by fissures the intern notes, checks

off on film for forensics to manage.

Photographs translate; bones speak. Too plainly

for a blind acquaintance who hates their feel

beneath his fingers: anonymous, strangely

blank: nothing about a face is real.

It’s all skull to him. He’d rather fat’s give,

a slackened muscle, some door to stand

between him and feeling, shut off what lives

beneath skin already, each bone branded

with what only death will read: skeleton key

to unlock these rooms of memory.

Devotional

DEVOTIONAL

In repeats, the TV pans across a man

dragged from his spider hole in Iraq, thin cheeks

scabs of white. Before that, towers crumpled,

flamed amid a din of voices on-screen

shrieking, while a plane sheared into the Pentagon