Back Imaginary Vessels
Chapters (67)
  1. Cover
  2. Note to Reader
  3. Dedication
  4. I
  5. Murano
  6. Bubbles
  7. Vessels
  8. A Peacock in a Cage
  9. At the Fishhouses
  10. When It Is Over, It Will Be Over
  11. Letter from the Pribilofs
  12. II. Go West
  13. You’re
  14. Mae West: Advice
  15. Marriage
  16. Censored
  17. Freedom
  18. Go West
  19. The New Woman
  20. Mae West: On Aging
  21. “Celebrity” Striptease at Southern X-Posure
  22. Confessional
  23. Self-Portrait as Mae West One-Liner
  24. Never
  25. Prayer
  26. Envoi
  27. III
  28. W.C. Fields Takes a Walk
  29. Philip Larkin’s Koan
  30. Once
  31. Saturdays at Reynolds Work Release
  32. Olive Oatman in Texas
  33. Assemblage of Ruined Plane Parts, Vietnam Military Museum, Hanoi
  34. IV. Shooting the Skulls: A Wartime Devotional
  35. Portrait of F19: Male, 42 Years Old
  36. Portrait of D6: Male, 38 Years Old
  37. F21: Male, 37 Years Old
  38. Devotional
  39. Devotional
  40. Portrait of F11: Female, 39 Years Old
  41. F20: Male, 29 Years Old
  42. Portrait of D19: Male, 41 Years Old
  43. Portrait of D17: Female, 37 Years Old
  44. C18: Male, 36 Years Old
  45. Devotional
  46. Devotional
  47. Portrait of E4: Male, 34 Years Old
  48. Devotional
  49. Devotional
  50. C2: Male, 42 Years Old
  51. Portrait of E20: Female, 32 Years Old
  52. C11: Female, 54 Years Old
  53. Portrait of B4: Female, 34 Years Old
  54. Portrait of C8: Male, 32 Years Old
  55. V
  56. Baucis and Philemon
  57. Rhetoric
  58. Irises
  59. Monticello Vase
  60. Birthday Poem
  61. Mortal Love
  62. The History of Paisley
  63. Notes
  64. About the Author
  65. Also by Paisley Rekdal
  66. Acknowledgments
  67. Special Thanks

and now the little face has a mouth that’s open,

screaming. Transparent hooves tear into the air.

The tail’s curled filament starts to thread

as the pontil pulls away. You want to say

“like taffy,” but don’t. It is not sweet.

Only a spark of heat and then the inevitable

descending numbness. Someone laughs.

Someone takes a photo. For a moment, the room

fills with light behind which we hear

the scissor’s dulling snap.

Our senses return stretched thinner, fine.

We can almost feel the shattering of the glass.

Bubbles

BUBBLES

The child purses his lips around a hole. Blows

and out the radiant world swells forth.

The park swings bend. His mother’s face shrinks

to the size of a bubble. I sit across from them,

on my separate bench, bobbing past in its reflection.

It’s my gift, this vial of soap.

I bow my dark head low as my friend’s son

pats my cheeks in thanks, obediently

sucks in another breath

and blows.

“Any fool can make soap;

it takes a clever man to sell it.”

So Thomas Barratt, 1880, said, and pursued Millais

to paint Pears’ advertising: an English painter

for an English soap. “Of two countries

with an equal weight of population,” he wrote,

“the most highly civilized will consume

the greatest weight of soap.” A quote

from my scholar friend in her book

on bubbles that she’s given me: my gift

of this toy a nod to her descriptions

of palm oils rendered in chains

of vats, thickened with the meat

of African coconuts.

Through a stream of bubbles,

I watch her wipe her son’s streaked face, recall

my washing machine at home which has a setting

labeled Baby Clothes. The store model

wore a pink-and-blue sign reading,

Don’t You Want One? I think

of the painting on her book’s cover, Newton’s

Discovery of the Refraction of Light: a thin-faced scientist slumped

in dark, while his nephew, by a bank of windows,

blows bubbles. On Newton’s side of the canvas:

a dusty globe, a world of shadows

that dissolves beside the child

in play, revealing how the sun refracts the panes

the maid will have to scrub. In the image,

she turns her head away, the sun

begun to bore into her eyes. And here’s a bore of sun

illuminating the bubble’s flaw that stuns the child

now blowing in the park, learning the tensile skins

can’t withstand the pressure

of a touch. “They don’t last!” he shrieks

as his mother hugs him, a squalling

aggregate of cells neither of us can hush. Of cells,

I also thought an aggravate. “Make this the sweetest

picture postcard yet,” Barratt begged Millais. And so

the painter drew a Pre-Raphaelite child at play

blinking at the globe he’s made, a lens of clean in which

the thin white etch of him sails past

in dark, the milk-white cheek, the booted