Contents ( 36)
- CONTENTS
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- WHAT IT LOOK LIKE
- THE DEER
- HOW TO BE DRAWN TO TROUBLE
- NEW YORK POEM
- AS TRAFFIC
- WIGPHRASTIC
- MY LIFE AS A HUMMER
- GENTLE MEASURES1
- A CONCEPT OF SURVIVAL
- WHO ARE THE TRIBES
- BLACK CONFEDERATE GHOST STORY
- HOW TO DRAW AN INVISIBLE MAN
- BARBERISM
- THE CARPENTER ANT
- AMERICAN SONNET FOR WANDA C.
- LIKE MERCY
- A. MACHINE
- PORTRAIT OF ETHERIDGE KNIGHT IN THE STYLE OF A CRIME REPORT: PART I
- PORTRAIT OF ETHERIDGE KNIGHT IN THE STYLE OF A CRIME REPORT: PART II
- PORTRAIT OF ETHERIDGE KNIGHT IN THE STYLE OF A CRIME REPORT: PART III
- ELEGY WITH ZOMBIES FOR LIFE
- INSTRUCTIONS FOR A SÉANCE WITH VLADIMIRS
- THE ROSE HAS TEETH
- ANTEBELLUM HOUSE PARTY
- RECONSTRUCTED RECONSTRUCTION
- WE SHOULD MAKE A DOCUMENTARY ABOUT SPADES
- FOR CRYING OUT LOUD
- MODEL PRISON MODEL
- SOME MAPS TO INDICATE PITTSBURGH
- NEW JERSEY POEM
- SELF-PORTRAIT AS THE MIND OF A CAMERA
- HOW TO DRAW A PERFECT CIRCLE
- ARS POETICA FOR THE ONES LIKE US
- NOTES
We are blacker. We get to be as elusive as a woman
Sliding through the smoke of a man’s embrace. We get to be
Corner boys with bongos, a junction of tongues, an image
Of verbal bang-abouting, sparks of wet “say-what”
In the glad mouth. The world gets made, people get together
In its architecture, fringe and sequins slip from the edges
Of a hot body the angles the onlookers calculate.
We are on the side of Good God as well as the side of Goddamn.
To be a black man’s camera is to live covered in a sweat
That becomes all the water you need as long as you have to live.
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The women will be here still when they are too old
To recognize themselves decked in matching hats
And a carriage that could make a suitor run out for flowers.
To hold time still, it may well be that God gave us photographs
And photographers. It’s not the same as painting or motion
Pictures: holding something you can press your lips to.
When an image is sucked into the camera, it almost sounds
Like sugar: sshhhka, sshhhka. It almost sounds like change
Falling into change, coins clinking in a restless pocket.
When the image is consumed, it almost sounds like the wetness
Of two bodies clicking into one another, like a soft pucker,
A clucking issues as the eye swallows the picture.
I need metaphor to describe it. I cannot hear the black man
Say, “Look into the camera.” I cannot hear the whispers
Or ruckus recorded or deconstructed in the scene,
But I know there are three kinds of looking in every picture:
The way the photographer looks, the way the subject looks,
And, Brothers and Sisters, the way it all looks to you.
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Camera, I cannot say how I came to love you despite the way
You show me the things I will give up and the things to be
Taken from me. You make us people with no words
For destructible or death, you make us our mothers and fathers,
Our durable blood, our Kiss-My-Ass or Kiss-Me-Baby,
Our never-ending ends, the lovely girls who smile in a way
That makes anyone looking at them feel lovely. I will shuck
My socks and shoes for you, Camera, I’ll show my toes,
I’ll shuck my clothes and pose, I’ll shuck my skin until my rhythm
Is exposed. Motion blur. Shutter speed. A standing dance
With someone’s “again” strung out overhead, the sisters
With thunder in their grooves, the rise and footfall
Of what’s chased off, the skipped stone of what’s tossed out,
The song of a dress and dolled-up hairdo, of styled and stylish
Measure, of styles of beauty and styles of being and possibility.
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I believe an archive of moments can become momentous.
I believe everyone is everyone and everything is everything,
But People, it’s okay if it all looks different to you.
Not even two eyes in the same head see the same things.