Contents ( 36)
- CONTENTS
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- WHAT IT LOOK LIKE
- THE DEER
- HOW TO BE DRAWN TO TROUBLE
- NEW YORK POEM
- AS TRAFFIC
- WIGPHRASTIC
- MY LIFE AS A HUMMER
- GENTLE MEASURES1
- A CONCEPT OF SURVIVAL
- WHO ARE THE TRIBES
- BLACK CONFEDERATE GHOST STORY
- HOW TO DRAW AN INVISIBLE MAN
- BARBERISM
- THE CARPENTER ANT
- AMERICAN SONNET FOR WANDA C.
- LIKE MERCY
- A. MACHINE
- PORTRAIT OF ETHERIDGE KNIGHT IN THE STYLE OF A CRIME REPORT: PART I
- PORTRAIT OF ETHERIDGE KNIGHT IN THE STYLE OF A CRIME REPORT: PART II
- PORTRAIT OF ETHERIDGE KNIGHT IN THE STYLE OF A CRIME REPORT: PART III
- ELEGY WITH ZOMBIES FOR LIFE
- INSTRUCTIONS FOR A SÉANCE WITH VLADIMIRS
- THE ROSE HAS TEETH
- ANTEBELLUM HOUSE PARTY
- RECONSTRUCTED RECONSTRUCTION
- WE SHOULD MAKE A DOCUMENTARY ABOUT SPADES
- FOR CRYING OUT LOUD
- MODEL PRISON MODEL
- SOME MAPS TO INDICATE PITTSBURGH
- NEW JERSEY POEM
- SELF-PORTRAIT AS THE MIND OF A CAMERA
- HOW TO DRAW A PERFECT CIRCLE
- ARS POETICA FOR THE ONES LIKE US
- NOTES
The poem “Who Are the Tribes” first appeared as a chapbook published by Pilot Books in 2011, with thanks to Betsy Wheeler. “Like Mercy” also appeared in the chapbook Between Ghosts (Center for Book Arts, 2010), with thanks to Sharon Dolin.
“Gentle Measures” was written for the “Gods and Monsters” theme in the Hugo House literary series. “How to Draw an Invisible Man” also was published online by the United States Postal Service for the centennial Ralph Ellison stamp. “Instructions for a Séance with Vladimirs” was first commissioned as part of the Book Wings project, a collaboration between the University of Iowa’s International Writing Program and the Moscow Art Theatre, with thanks to Nate Brown and Christopher Merrill. “Antebellum House Party” was first written for Found Anew: New Writing Inspired by the South Caroliniana Library Digital Collections, with thanks to Ray McManus.
Deepest gratitude to Yona Harvey and Paul Slovak for their help with this collection, and to the United States Artists Zell Fellowship for its generous support. Thanks as well to friends who influenced this manuscript through encouragement and conversation: Elizabeth Alexander, Rob Casper, Radiclani Clytus, Toi Derricotte, and Shara McCallum.
A letter moves backwards with its own wings . . .
—Rammellzee

WHAT IT LOOK LIKE
Dear Ol’ Dirty Bastard: I too like it raw,
I don’t especially care for Duke Ellington
at a birthday party. I care less and less
about the shapes of shapes because forms
change and nothing is more durable than feeling.
My uncle used the money I gave him
to buy a few vials of what looked like candy
after the party where my grandma sang
in an outfit that was obviously made
for a West African king. My motto is
Never mistake what it is for what it looks like.
My generosity, for example, is mostly a form
of vanity. A bandanna is a useful handkerchief,
but a handkerchief is a useless-ass bandanna.
This only looks like a footnote in my report
concerning the party. Trill stands for what is
truly real though it may be hidden by the houses
just over the hills between us, by the hands
on the bars between us. That picture
of my grandmother with my uncle
when he was a baby is not trill. What it is
is the feeling felt seeing garbagemen drift
along the predawn avenues, a sloppy slow rain
taking its time to the coast. Milquetoast
is not trill, nor is bouillabaisse. Bakku-shan
is Japanese for a woman who is beautiful
only when viewed from behind. Like I was saying,
my motto is Never mistake what it looks like
for what it is else you end up like that Negro
Othello. (Was Othello a Negro?) Don’t you lie
about who you are sometimes and then realize
the lie is true? You are blind to your power, Brother
Bastard, like the king who wanders his kingdom
searching for the king. And that’s okay.
No one will tell you you are the king.