Contents ( 36)
- CONTENTS
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- WHAT IT LOOK LIKE
- THE DEER
- HOW TO BE DRAWN TO TROUBLE
- NEW YORK POEM
- AS TRAFFIC
- WIGPHRASTIC
- MY LIFE AS A HUMMER
- GENTLE MEASURES1
- A CONCEPT OF SURVIVAL
- WHO ARE THE TRIBES
- BLACK CONFEDERATE GHOST STORY
- HOW TO DRAW AN INVISIBLE MAN
- BARBERISM
- THE CARPENTER ANT
- AMERICAN SONNET FOR WANDA C.
- LIKE MERCY
- A. MACHINE
- PORTRAIT OF ETHERIDGE KNIGHT IN THE STYLE OF A CRIME REPORT: PART I
- PORTRAIT OF ETHERIDGE KNIGHT IN THE STYLE OF A CRIME REPORT: PART II
- PORTRAIT OF ETHERIDGE KNIGHT IN THE STYLE OF A CRIME REPORT: PART III
- ELEGY WITH ZOMBIES FOR LIFE
- INSTRUCTIONS FOR A SÉANCE WITH VLADIMIRS
- THE ROSE HAS TEETH
- ANTEBELLUM HOUSE PARTY
- RECONSTRUCTED RECONSTRUCTION
- WE SHOULD MAKE A DOCUMENTARY ABOUT SPADES
- FOR CRYING OUT LOUD
- MODEL PRISON MODEL
- SOME MAPS TO INDICATE PITTSBURGH
- NEW JERSEY POEM
- SELF-PORTRAIT AS THE MIND OF A CAMERA
- HOW TO DRAW A PERFECT CIRCLE
- ARS POETICA FOR THE ONES LIKE US
- NOTES
Isis wigs, Cleopatra wigs, Big Booty Judy wigs
under the soft radar-streaked music of Klymaxx
singing, “The men all pause when I walked into the room.”
The men all paws. Animals. The men all fangles,
the men all wolf-woofs and a little bit lost, lust,
lustrous, trustless, restless as the rest of us.
In my life the wigs eat me. The wish to live awhile on the mind
of another human is not inhuman. The wish to slide
for a while inside another human, it is not inhuman.
If you like “like” like I like “like,” you should wear a hairpiece.
It is peace of mind. It is artistic. It is a lightweight likeness,
comfortable, wash and wear, virtually looking and feeling
with virtually no side effects. Let me hear you say,
“This wig is terrific!” A colored despair wig
for your colored despair, an economic despair wig,
a sexual despair wig, a wig for expressive despair,
political despair, a movable halo. New and improved,
your wig can be set upon the older wig
just as the older wig was set,
when it was newer, upon the wig beneath it.
Where’s your wig? Wear your wig. Your wig is terrific.
MY LIFE AS A HUMMER
My life as a hummer followed my life
as a gas of complex and commonplace
observances concerning, for example,
pathos, martyrs, enemies, and ruin.
I had not visited Detroit, but I knew
the road there touched eccentrics
differently. I became a maker of sounds
as abstract as kittens in a box taped shut.
The hum had always been in me.
Where once any tune was a tongue-slapped
syllable, any tune came to be an insatiable
yuck. Whatever cannot be said
when being suffocated, can be hummed
fairly easily. I devoted myself to sumptuous
moos and hallelujahs. Look around you:
only the absence of certain people suggests
you did not sleep the whole journey.
All else is machinery that seems to be saying
“Destroy.” It makes me remember the last time
I was in Detroit I thought of jumping
through a window on a hotel’s thirteenth floor.
I felt I had fallen like a ladder into a plot
of saggy flowers. I felt like the crestfallen
letters of the Motown marquee half-spelling
the name of David Ruffin, a man born
but not buried in Whynot, Mississippi.
I fell like a letter from a sack of fan mail
declaring, “Dear David, come back to Detroit
before it is destroyed by the sound of guzzling!”
I am like anyone: truck and whatever
is run over by the truck. Ask me about hunger,
and I will hum something very unlikely.
GENTLE MEASURES1
CHAPTER I. THREE MODES OF MANAGEMENT
First, I would like to have with 196 women from the world’s
196 nations 196 children, then I would like to abandon them.
I know it’s not that easy. But when I am home, I can’t wait
to get moving, when I am moving I can’t wait to get home
again. Part of me loves when I’ve got no place to be.