Contents ( 36)
- CONTENTS
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- WHAT IT LOOK LIKE
- THE DEER
- HOW TO BE DRAWN TO TROUBLE
- NEW YORK POEM
- AS TRAFFIC
- WIGPHRASTIC
- MY LIFE AS A HUMMER
- GENTLE MEASURES1
- A CONCEPT OF SURVIVAL
- WHO ARE THE TRIBES
- BLACK CONFEDERATE GHOST STORY
- HOW TO DRAW AN INVISIBLE MAN
- BARBERISM
- THE CARPENTER ANT
- AMERICAN SONNET FOR WANDA C.
- LIKE MERCY
- A. MACHINE
- PORTRAIT OF ETHERIDGE KNIGHT IN THE STYLE OF A CRIME REPORT: PART I
- PORTRAIT OF ETHERIDGE KNIGHT IN THE STYLE OF A CRIME REPORT: PART II
- PORTRAIT OF ETHERIDGE KNIGHT IN THE STYLE OF A CRIME REPORT: PART III
- ELEGY WITH ZOMBIES FOR LIFE
- INSTRUCTIONS FOR A SÉANCE WITH VLADIMIRS
- THE ROSE HAS TEETH
- ANTEBELLUM HOUSE PARTY
- RECONSTRUCTED RECONSTRUCTION
- WE SHOULD MAKE A DOCUMENTARY ABOUT SPADES
- FOR CRYING OUT LOUD
- MODEL PRISON MODEL
- SOME MAPS TO INDICATE PITTSBURGH
- NEW JERSEY POEM
- SELF-PORTRAIT AS THE MIND OF A CAMERA
- HOW TO DRAW A PERFECT CIRCLE
- ARS POETICA FOR THE ONES LIKE US
- NOTES
We get to be the hangouts and the hot spots on the blouse
Of a woman whose legs slant toward eternity. We get to be
The woman as her shoes make a song on the pavement
As well as the whole day bending down to listen, the skyline,
The front yard and riverfront windows, the gloved or manicured
Hands, every manner of cure for what ails the interior. We get to be
The vessels of duration and feasible profit, and the men building
A roost of coins and prospects out of ingots, ignitions, slabs
And sheets of metal reflecting vibrant broken colors. We get to be
All that, Brothers and Sisters, when we lie back and let the agent
Of beauty lay hands on us. What if, in your previous life,
You were born a black man’s camera? Suppose you lived
As something filled with a light and darkness that’s defined
By what it touches. What if you could hold everything
You behold in a chamber inside yourself: a sense of the existential,
A sense that color sometimes conspires against you, a sense
There are people who would be anonymous without you?
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You are an instrument of visible music, Camera, a focused mind
In love with witness. We look at you looking at us grinning ear to ear
Some afternoon as the light hangs on us like jewelry. We can be
The woman waiting to have your lens cover her body like praise
Poured to preserve the loveliness others have tried to erase
As well as the young men who sigh Amen, Good God, Goddamn
Beholding her. We live so lively in you, Camera. Even the furniture
Misses us when we’re gone. When only the satin and stains
And dark shot glasses remain, Camera, you help us feel
A little less empty. You make me feel a bit less blue, Camera,
You do. We slide into your suit and move on down the avenue.
Because everyone and everything is a self-portrait, we get to be
The upturned salutes, the bouquets at rest, the expressions
That evaporate sadness, the punctuating rain, the clouded
Judgments and clouded air suffocating the city, we get to be
The flame in a black man’s hands, thanks to you. Drawn
To illumination and to the darkest basements too, we slide
Across the floorboards with our legs kicked up, we slide
Across the troubled waters like dancers in a blues ballet,
Slide into tomorrow where no one expires
Because there is no time to lose. The scars we cover
In ornaments and rouge you uncover, the youth we lose
You make permanent. Camera, you really have to love us
To keep us from disappearing. Bodies of solar-powered soul,
Most of what we know of the past we know because of you.
We get to be any brother in gold worn to blind a gaze with no heart
In it. Mistranslations, obfuscations, combustible insults,
Sideways assaults. Hold us, Camera, until we are not as black
As what they called us before they called us what they call us now: