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  1. CONTENTS
  2. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  3. WHAT IT LOOK LIKE
  4. THE DEER
  5. HOW TO BE DRAWN TO TROUBLE
  6. NEW YORK POEM
  7. AS TRAFFIC
  8. WIGPHRASTIC
  9. MY LIFE AS A HUMMER
  10. GENTLE MEASURES1
  11. A CONCEPT OF SURVIVAL
  12. WHO ARE THE TRIBES
  13. BLACK CONFEDERATE GHOST STORY
  14. HOW TO DRAW AN INVISIBLE MAN
  15. BARBERISM
  16. THE CARPENTER ANT
  17. AMERICAN SONNET FOR WANDA C.
  18. LIKE MERCY
  19. A. MACHINE
  20. PORTRAIT OF ETHERIDGE KNIGHT IN THE STYLE OF A CRIME REPORT: PART I
  21. PORTRAIT OF ETHERIDGE KNIGHT IN THE STYLE OF A CRIME REPORT: PART II
  22. PORTRAIT OF ETHERIDGE KNIGHT IN THE STYLE OF A CRIME REPORT: PART III
  23. ELEGY WITH ZOMBIES FOR LIFE
  24. INSTRUCTIONS FOR A SÉANCE WITH VLADIMIRS
  25. THE ROSE HAS TEETH
  26. ANTEBELLUM HOUSE PARTY
  27. RECONSTRUCTED RECONSTRUCTION
  28. WE SHOULD MAKE A DOCUMENTARY ABOUT SPADES
  29. FOR CRYING OUT LOUD
  30. MODEL PRISON MODEL
  31. SOME MAPS TO INDICATE PITTSBURGH
  32. NEW JERSEY POEM
  33. SELF-PORTRAIT AS THE MIND OF A CAMERA
  34. HOW TO DRAW A PERFECT CIRCLE
  35. ARS POETICA FOR THE ONES LIKE US
  36. NOTES

We get to be the hangouts and the hot spots on the blouse

Of a woman whose legs slant toward eternity. We get to be

The woman as her shoes make a song on the pavement

As well as the whole day bending down to listen, the skyline,

The front yard and riverfront windows, the gloved or manicured

Hands, every manner of cure for what ails the interior. We get to be

The vessels of duration and feasible profit, and the men building

A roost of coins and prospects out of ingots, ignitions, slabs

And sheets of metal reflecting vibrant broken colors. We get to be

All that, Brothers and Sisters, when we lie back and let the agent

Of beauty lay hands on us. What if, in your previous life,

You were born a black man’s camera? Suppose you lived

As something filled with a light and darkness that’s defined

By what it touches. What if you could hold everything

You behold in a chamber inside yourself: a sense of the existential,

A sense that color sometimes conspires against you, a sense

There are people who would be anonymous without you?

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You are an instrument of visible music, Camera, a focused mind

In love with witness. We look at you looking at us grinning ear to ear

Some afternoon as the light hangs on us like jewelry. We can be

The woman waiting to have your lens cover her body like praise

Poured to preserve the loveliness others have tried to erase

As well as the young men who sigh Amen, Good God, Goddamn

Beholding her. We live so lively in you, Camera. Even the furniture

Misses us when we’re gone. When only the satin and stains

And dark shot glasses remain, Camera, you help us feel

A little less empty. You make me feel a bit less blue, Camera,

You do. We slide into your suit and move on down the avenue.

Because everyone and everything is a self-portrait, we get to be

The upturned salutes, the bouquets at rest, the expressions

That evaporate sadness, the punctuating rain, the clouded

Judgments and clouded air suffocating the city, we get to be

The flame in a black man’s hands, thanks to you. Drawn

To illumination and to the darkest basements too, we slide

Across the floorboards with our legs kicked up, we slide

Across the troubled waters like dancers in a blues ballet,

Slide into tomorrow where no one expires

Because there is no time to lose. The scars we cover

In ornaments and rouge you uncover, the youth we lose

You make permanent. Camera, you really have to love us

To keep us from disappearing. Bodies of solar-powered soul,

Most of what we know of the past we know because of you.

We get to be any brother in gold worn to blind a gaze with no heart

In it. Mistranslations, obfuscations, combustible insults,

Sideways assaults. Hold us, Camera, until we are not as black

As what they called us before they called us what they call us now: