Chapters (72)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-One
- Chapter Twenty-Two
- Chapter Twenty-Three
- Chapter Twenty-Four
- Chapter Twenty-Five
- Chapter Twenty-Six
- Chapter Twenty-Seven
- Chapter Twenty-Eight
- Chapter Twenty-Nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Chapter Thirty-One
- Chapter Thirty-Two
- Chapter Thirty-Three
- Chapter Thirty-Four
- Chapter Thirty-Five
- Chapter Thirty-Six
- Chapter Thirty-Seven
- Chapter Thirty-Eight
- Chapter Thirty-Nine
- Chapter Forty
- Chapter Forty-One
- Chapter Forty-Two
- Chapter Forty-Three
- Chapter Forty-Four
- Chapter Forty-Five
- Chapter Forty-Six
- Chapter Forty-Seven
- Chapter Forty-Eight
- Chapter Forty-Nine
- Chapter Fifty
- Chapter Fifty-One
- Chapter Fifty-Two
- Chapter Fifty-Three
- Chapter Fifty-Four
- Chapter Fifty-Five
- Chapter Fifty-Six
- Chapter Fifty-Seven
- Chapter Fifty-Eight
- Chapter Fifty-Nine
- Chapter Sixty
- Chapter Sixty-One
- Chapter Sixty-Two
- Chapter Sixty-Three
- Chapter Sixty-Four
- Chapter Sixty-Five
- Chapter Sixty-Six
- Chapter Sixty-Seven
- A letter from Jackie
- About the Author
- Also by Jackie Walsh
‘It’s over, Andriu. I know it was you. You had our phones the night of Electric Picnic, the night Avril Ryan sent me a message telling me I was in trouble. You read the message. You deleted the message. But not before arranging to meet her. You killed her. She was warning us about you.’
Andriu says nothing. Grabbing me, he puts his hand on my neck, pushing me further down the hallway behind the stairwell. I struggle under the pressure, trying to keep my feet on the ground. No one can see us here. I can barely breathe in his grip. I’m panting, dragging in air. My throat gurgles. I can’t speak.
‘No one is going to believe you, Faye, you’re fucking mad. Certified. Everything points at you. Even Tara believes me.’ His words burn like flames of fire. His eyes, blazing with hate. Andriu is framing me and Tara is backing him up. I want to say that Tara will believe me when I tell her how he contrived to turn me against her. But the words are stuck in my throat, choking me.
The front door opens and I can hear someone walking into the building. Andriu lets go of his grip on me and I drag as much air into my lungs as possible. One more minute and I would have collapsed. Andriu would have left me there. Maybe I’d have died. Maybe I’d have lived… I wanted to live.
I realise I’m in a lot of danger here. But so is Tara. What if he hurts her and disappears again? My fingerprints are on the elevator. The buzzer. I broke out of the clinic. I’ll be blamed. Rubbing my neck, I step away.
‘Go away, Faye. Leave us. There’s a great big river out there if you’re looking to escape.’
Bastard. I drop my head as if defeated and I cry. ‘I’m sorry Andriu… I just thought we could get back together. I won’t say anything. I know no one is going to believe me.’ I sound as pathetic as he wants me to. Then I walk towards the exit like I’m giving up but my head is in overdrive planning what to do next. I push open the door and walk outside.
The detective hasn’t returned my call, so I try her number again and this time I leave an urgent message. I tell her to get over to Tara Moore’s apartment quickly, that she’s in danger. At this stage, I don’t care what trouble I get into; I just want to make sure Tara is safe.