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Chapters (69)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. THE MILLENNIUM
  3. DON
  4. HANNAH
  5. KAREN
  6. DON’S MOTHER
  7. PETER
  8. THE MOTHER
  9. DR. BROWN
  10. HANNAH’S FATHER
  11. SERGEJ
  12. MOTHER
  13. THE RUSSIAN
  14. THOME
  15. THE RED DEER
  16. THOME’S FATHER
  17. WALTER
  18. KAREN’S BIG BROTHER
  19. PATUK
  20. OLD WOMAN
  21. POLICEWOMAN
  22. BEFORE THE INTERMISSION
  23. INTERMISSION
  24. HUMANITY
  25. SIR ERNEST (EARL)
  26. COMMUNICATIONS CONSULTANT
  27. PROGRAMMER
  28. MA WEI
  29. CARL
  30. THE FRIENDS (BEN, KEMAL, PAVEL, MAGGY, RACHEL)
  31. BODYCAM MAN
  32. MAGGY
  33. MR. M.
  34. ROGER
  35. THE AVERAGE ENGLISHMAN
  36. THE LAB DIRECTOR
  37. HONEST MAN
  38. JOB NOMADS
  39. COURIER
  40. BOXER
  41. ATTACKERS
  42. THE EIGHT-YEAR-OLD PROSTITUTE
  43. KEVIN
  44. SWEATING MAN
  45. BERTA AND HENRY’S
  46. RACHEL
  47. YOUNG MEN
  48. ARTHUR
  49. STUDENT
  50. ROB
  51. A WOMAN
  52. PHILOSOPHER
  53. THE MATTRESS SELLER
  54. ABDULLAH B.
  55. THE PRO-LIFERS
  56. PROFESSOR DR. KUHN
  57. JON
  58. PROFESSOR
  59. MIDDLE-AGED TEACHER
  60. WOMAN WITH THE THINNING HAIR
  61. BANKER
  62. THE CHILD
  63. THE NEW PRIME MINISTER
  64. MADAME CECILIE
  65. THE JOURNALIST
  66. THE WORLD
  67. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  68. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  69. Newsletter Sign-up

Because

DON

follows him.

Life is definitely lagging behind her expectations. Is something that doesn’t enter her mind. She’s not crazy, after all, and doesn’t have any expectations for her life. It reminds her once in a while of the old days. On rainy Sundays in Rochdale, back when she’d look out through the metal bars on the window into the yard. This isn’t how she pictured her life as an anarchist. Playing out so predictably. Consisting for the most part of them just hanging around somewhere. At the hackers’ place, on the mattresses, on the sofa in front of the fire. Talking bollocks. And eating noodles. And it is

Boring.

It is

No longer exciting to cut chips out of corpses, to pull their hoods over their faces and wear disguises. No longer exciting to walk through the city, the four of them, in combat gear and watch people jump out of their way. No longer so great to shoot drones out of the sky or to shoot at all. The excitement of having superpowers is gone, though it was there. When they had stuck maps and photos on the wall, run threads between pins, created search fields. Figured out weaknesses, drawn up observation plans. And now. Everything is too slow. Slowly Don walks behind Walter, feeling bored. She’s just a young person walking behind some old sack, who is already punishing himself by the way he looks, with his spitefulness and his stupidity.

A muffled, loud noise rouses Don.

A few meters away from her, people are standing around filming.

They are filming

WALTER

Who is on the ground. He can’t say how the accident happened. Nobody asks, either. There sits a dented self-driving delivery vehicle. There lies Walter, and here’s how things stand: he has no idea why he is on the ground. He’s not in pain. It’s comfortable. He sees the people standing around him. He sees the cameras. He doesn’t care. He doesn’t belong to them. He’s not afraid. He’s never been so pleasantly absent as he is at that moment. He doesn’t think of god; he knows there’s no god. That’s never been so clear to him. He doesn’t lament having spent years with this god lie, which he told others. He doesn’t regret a thing. He looks at his legs on the other side of the street. Somebody should really pick up his poor legs. They’ll freeze all by themselves.

Where is the ambulance?

“Well.”

MI5 PIET

“No ambulance is coming. Walter. Petty criminal, sex addict, unemployable creature. Ambulances aren’t sent for people like you anymore.”

Come on!

Thinks

THOME