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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Prologue
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Chapter Forty-Seven
  50. Chapter Forty-Eight
  51. Chapter Forty-Nine
  52. Chapter Fifty
  53. Chapter Fifty-One
  54. Chapter Fifty-Two
  55. Chapter Fifty-Three
  56. Chapter Fifty-Four
  57. Chapter Fifty-Five
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  60. About the Author
  61. About the Book
  62. Read On
  63. Praise for Susan Lewis and Her Books
  64. Also by Susan Lewis
  65. About the Publisher

“Oh my, look at this,” she heard her mother gasp, and turning she saw that Graeme had opened the set of double doors into the dining room, where the table was laid for a banquet and a giant Christmas tree glittered silver and gold in front of a tall sash window. The candles, ornaments, and place settings were silver and gold too, and seeing there were seven people expected to sit down, Claudia found herself relaxing without having realized she was tense. Right now they were only six, so it seemed Dan was coming, and she really had to stop fixating on it, because even if he did, what was she going to do? Tell him she’d changed her mind and would like to meet him for a coffee or lunch? She wouldn’t do it, she knew that already, so why was she giving herself such a hard time over where he was?

As everyone took a seat, sitting where they liked, Graeme seemed aware of her thoughts, as he said, “By the way, Dan is definitely joining us, but he’s been held up so he’s insisting we carry on until he gets here.”

“What’s happened?” Maureen asked, pulling up next to Marcy. “Is he all right?”

“He’s fine. He had a call from his in-laws after the concert last night, apparently one of them had had a fall, so he drove to Dorchester to check that they’re OK.”

“And are they?” Marcy asked.

“I believe so. Their son and daughter-in-law have arrived from Manchester now, so when Dan rang earlier he was just setting off to come back to Kesterly. My guess is he’ll arrive in about half an hour.”

Leaning in to her mother, Jasmine murmured, “You thought he wasn’t coming, didn’t you?”

Claudia kept her head turned away as though she hadn’t heard, while under the table she gave Jasmine a pinch.

He turned up just as the sizzling, bacon-strapped turkey was being carved, and as he was ushered into place at the table opposite Claudia—and given wine, a cracker, and a napkin—she was aware of how pleased everyone was to see him. He, too, was evidently thrilled to see them. The party seemed complete now, slightly more balanced even, given that Graeme was no longer the only man.

Much of the talk over the meal was of Christmases past, hilarious anecdotes of disasters and surprises, long-forgotten memories retrieved and retold with shameless exaggeration. Marcy joined in unabashedly, describing incidents from both Jasmine’s and Claudia’s childhoods as though Christmas with them had always been a joyous and close-family affair. Claudia said little, but found herself laughing along with everyone else, and loved the way that Jasmine did too. Today, with such good friends as these, was no time to remember the terrible recent years with Marcus.