Back Forgive Me Save as PDF
Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Prologue
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Chapter Forty-Seven
  50. Chapter Forty-Eight
  51. Chapter Forty-Nine
  52. Chapter Fifty
  53. Chapter Fifty-One
  54. Chapter Fifty-Two
  55. Chapter Fifty-Three
  56. Chapter Fifty-Four
  57. Chapter Fifty-Five
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  60. About the Author
  61. About the Book
  62. Read On
  63. Praise for Susan Lewis and Her Books
  64. Also by Susan Lewis
  65. About the Publisher

“So,” she said, as they finally approached the M4, “shall I call you Jas or Jasmine from now on?”

A tilt of a platinum-blond head, followed by “mm,” preceded “Either’s fine. It’s a cool name, don’t you think?”

They’d had this conversation before, several times, so Claudia dutifully said, “I do, and it suits you. I wish I’d thought of it when you were born.”

Jasmine glanced over at her mother, her big blue eyes sparkling with mischief. God, she was like her father. “Are you OK with Claud?” she asked cheekily.

Claudia wrinkled her nose. “Mum’s better, coming from you.”

Jasmine laughed and pointed to the red light they were approaching too fast.

As they came to a stop, Claudia’s breath caught on another rush of nerves as the reality of their flight descended over her again. To those traveling in the cars around them they must look so ordinary, so unremarkable in their blue station wagon with nothing on its roof, or sides, or anywhere else to alert anyone to what this two-year-old 3 Series was actually involved in.

“How come you’re so relaxed?” she asked as Jasmine continued downloading apps to her new phone.

Jasmine frowned as she considered the question. “Well, I thought one of us ought to be, and as you’re the responsible adult in the car I decided to leave all the negative stuff to you.”

“So kind.”

They both started as someone blasted a horn behind, urging them on, and at the same instant Jasmine’s new phone rang. Only one person had the number and to their relief they saw it was her.

“Hey, Nana,” Jasmine sang out as she clicked on, “we’re on our way. Hang on, I’m going to put you on speaker so Mum can hear.”

“Have you left London yet?” Marcy, her grandmother, asked.

“We’re just about to join the M4. How’s everything on your end?”

“So far, so good. I’m at the flat and it’s even lovelier than the first time we saw it, probably because the sun’s shining and the shutters are open. Actually, we had some mail delivered this morning. A letter from the energy company confirming our new account, and another from the local authority about the council tax.”

“I’m guessing both were in your name?” Claudia asked.

“They were.”

Her mother didn’t have a new identity as such, she’d simply reverted to her maiden name—Kavanagh—which had been a straightforward enough process to arrange, enabling her to rent the flat with references provided by a nonexistent ex-employer. Luckily the new landlord hadn’t checked—why would he, when Marcy presented as the world’s most trustworthy individual—so all had gone through quite smoothly.

“Is our stuff there yet?” Jasmine wanted to know.