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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Prologue
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Chapter Forty-Seven
  50. Chapter Forty-Eight
  51. Chapter Forty-Nine
  52. Chapter Fifty
  53. Chapter Fifty-One
  54. Chapter Fifty-Two
  55. Chapter Fifty-Three
  56. Chapter Fifty-Four
  57. Chapter Fifty-Five
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  60. About the Author
  61. About the Book
  62. Read On
  63. Praise for Susan Lewis and Her Books
  64. Also by Susan Lewis
  65. About the Publisher

“I just don’t want to think of you being here on your own.”

Claudia looked around as Jasmine came through from her bedroom like a whirlwind, snatched up bag, violin, toast, and a vacuum mug of coffee and declared, “I have to go,” as if they hadn’t already gathered that. “I don’t want to be late. I’ll see you at school tonight, OK?”

“OK,” Claudia promised.

“Are you coming, Nana?”

“Of course. You surely can’t think I’d miss it.”

“No, I didn’t. I just . . . I don’t know what I thought. How was your date by the way?”

Marcy smiled. “Lovely, thank you.”

“Henry’s invited her to spend New Year’s with him in London,” Claudia told her.

Jasmine’s eyes rounded. “Cool. Wicked.”

As Marcy laughed, Jasmine planted a kiss on her forehead, followed by another on her mother’s cheek, and ran for the door.

“You really don’t mind if I go?” Marcy asked, as Claudia began clearing the table.

“What concerns me more is what you’ll do if he proposes, or suggests you move in with him . . .”

“You’re way ahead of the game here,” Marcy scolded. “We’re just friends . . . OK, some benefits are going to be involved quite soon—I know I’m your mother but you don’t have to look quite so grossed out. The point is, nothing is going to change my plans to move into the coach house with you and Jasmine.”

“Great, then there’s nothing to worry about,” Claudia said sweetly, and taking a loaded tray to the kitchen, she began filling the dishwasher.

After watching her for a while and listening to her humming “God Rest Ye Merry Gentlemen,” Marcy asked, “Am I missing something?”

Surprised, Claudia glanced over her shoulder. “Why do you say that?”

Marcy shrugged. “I guess because you seem much more relaxed about things than I’d expected you to be.”

Claudia threw out her hands. “I’m in a good mood, if that’s allowed. It’s Christmas and there’s a lot to look forward to. Jasmine’s giving her first public performance this evening, we’re going to spend tomorrow with friends who we’ve really come to like, and when I think of where I was this time last year . . . Actually, I try not to think of it. Will you pass your mug if you’ve finished?”

Taking it to the kitchen, Marcy folded her arms and leaned against a countertop. “Do you know that Dan is going to be at Andee and Graeme’s tomorrow?” she asked carefully.

Claudia paused, but only slightly. “Yes, I do, and why do you mention it?”

“I just wondered if that’s what’s putting you in a good mood?”

Turning around, Claudia said, “You know your trouble, you think everything’s about sex.”

“Isn’t it?”