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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Prologue
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Chapter Forty-Seven
  50. Chapter Forty-Eight
  51. Chapter Forty-Nine
  52. Chapter Fifty
  53. Chapter Fifty-One
  54. Chapter Fifty-Two
  55. Chapter Fifty-Three
  56. Chapter Fifty-Four
  57. Chapter Fifty-Five
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  60. About the Author
  61. About the Book
  62. Read On
  63. Praise for Susan Lewis and Her Books
  64. Also by Susan Lewis
  65. About the Publisher

Though she couldn’t have been more thrilled with her Christmas present, she soon began worrying about how Claudia was going to react when she found out. They hadn’t talked about Henry much; she’d sensed that Claudia didn’t want to, so Marcy hadn’t pushed it. However, she obviously couldn’t just take off for New Year’s without saying where she was going and who with, nor could she feel happy about leaving her daughter to spend the time alone. Jasmine would almost certainly be seeing friends, although if she thought her mother was going to be lonely she might well cancel. So, if she, Marcy, accepted Henry’s wonderful gift she could be spoiling the New Year for her family.

“You’re looking troubled,” he told her as the waiters left the table.

With a sigh, she picked up a fork and said, “I am. I promise, it’s not that I don’t want to come with you . . .”

“. . . you just don’t want to leave Claudia.”

Her expression showed how right he was and how wretched she felt. “I know you’re going to say that she’s old enough to take care of herself, and of course you’re right, she is, but . . . She’s been through a lot, a heck of a lot . . . It’s why we came here, so that she and Jasmine could start again, put it all behind them. I could say I felt it was my duty to come too, but it wasn’t a duty. They’re my family and they need me, so of course I want to be with them.”

“And you don’t think Claudia’s ready yet to stand on her own two feet?”

She realized how preposterous it must seem when Claudia was doing so well with her business—since finishing the show house she’d received several more commissions, and she was doing wonderful things with the coach house. Apparently, it could be ready as early as February or March, and Marcy suspected that if it wasn’t, they’d move in anyway. “When she’s working,” she said softly, “she is a much stronger and more capable person, but inside she’s still damaged by what happened to her.”

He looked concerned and curious as he waited for her to continue.

With a regretful sigh she said, “There are things I really can’t tell you. Not because I don’t trust you, but because Claudia wouldn’t want me to.”

“It’s OK, I understand, and I’m not trying to make you. I’m simply going to say that I don’t think she’d want to stop you having a life of your own.”