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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Prologue
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Chapter Forty-Seven
  50. Chapter Forty-Eight
  51. Chapter Forty-Nine
  52. Chapter Fifty
  53. Chapter Fifty-One
  54. Chapter Fifty-Two
  55. Chapter Fifty-Three
  56. Chapter Fifty-Four
  57. Chapter Fifty-Five
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  60. About the Author
  61. About the Book
  62. Read On
  63. Praise for Susan Lewis and Her Books
  64. Also by Susan Lewis
  65. About the Publisher

Claudia could sense her mother’s anxiety, but Marcy’s expression remained confident as she said, “It’s good of you to come all this way to see us.”

Without commenting on that, Phillips identified the younger man as Detective Constable Leo Johnson from the local CID, and after Johnson had also shaken hands, they both accepted the offer of coffee.

Claudia directed them to the table and as she set down the croissants and pain au raisins her mother carried through a tray of mugs and a cafetière.

Phillips was the first to speak, in a tone that was gruff but not aggressive, and Claudia thought she detected tiredness in his eyes. “Following on from the conversation I had with your mother yesterday,” he said to her, “I must ask why, if you felt you needed protection, you didn’t contact the police?”

Having expected the question, Claudia watched Marcy pouring the coffee as she said, “I needed to get away from my husband completely, to make sure my daughter was safe and do everything I could to stop him from finding us again. All you would have offered me was protection during the trial—or maybe a few weeks after—but that wouldn’t have been enough.”

Marcy added, “As I explained on the phone, he’s violent and unpredictable. And it’s not only what he did to my daughter, he also made threats against my granddaughter. We have reason to believe that while he’s in prison others have been instructed to ‘keep an eye on us.’ He’s very controlling, you see, frighteningly so.”

Phillips’s expression revealed little as he took his coffee and declined a pastry, while Johnson tucked hungrily into a croissant.

For the next few minutes, to the accompanying sounds of sea gulls, traffic, and tourists drifting in from outside, Phillips outlined the offenses they had committed and how wasting police time could be punishable by a custodial sentence.

Claudia felt her insides clench. “You don’t understand,” she told him, her voice thick with emotion. “We weren’t thinking about the trial. We just had to get away.” She took a gulp of coffee to calm herself, before adding, earnestly, “I really didn’t mean for our disappearance to cause so much . . . concern. I am very sorry for the trouble we’ve caused.”

How naïve did that sound? Unbearably, she realized, but at least he wasn’t looking scornful, or angry.

Marcy said, “Why did you start looking for us? We hadn’t done anything wrong; it’s not a crime to change your name, or to move house, or to erase your profiles from social media.”

Phillips said, “You could have done all that and still let us know you were doing it. No one would have stopped you. But to answer your question, you were reported missing, so we were obliged to follow it up.”