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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Prologue
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Chapter Forty-Seven
  50. Chapter Forty-Eight
  51. Chapter Forty-Nine
  52. Chapter Fifty
  53. Chapter Fifty-One
  54. Chapter Fifty-Two
  55. Chapter Fifty-Three
  56. Chapter Fifty-Four
  57. Chapter Fifty-Five
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  60. About the Author
  61. About the Book
  62. Read On
  63. Praise for Susan Lewis and Her Books
  64. Also by Susan Lewis
  65. About the Publisher

“Ladies and gentlemen,” she began, surprising herself with how clear and even strong her voice sounded, not at all the way she was feeling, “thank you for listening to what I have to say today. As Mr. Lock has already told you, it’s unusual for someone in my position to speak up for the person who’s caused them harm, but this is what I am going to do.

“I will admit to you that for quite a long time after the fire, when I was hospitalized and suffering terrible pain, I wished nothing but ill to the person who’d started it. I’m sure I felt much the same as anyone would after almost losing their life as they knew it and their home, and whose family had been caused so much distress. When I was told he’d been arrested I wanted him to pay in the severest of ways for what he’d done. And yes, there was a part of me that wanted to set fire to him, so he would experience the agony and devastation of full-thickness burns for himself.”

She cleared her throat and touched a hand lightly to her mouth. “You’ve already heard about the restorative justice process from Dan Collier, and it probably won’t surprise you to hear that my family and I would have been utterly repelled by the suggestion of engaging with our attacker, had it been presented to us at any other time than it was. In fact, I believe we would have remained completely resistant to it had I not been given letters written to me by Archie Colbrook, explaining who he is and how he came to try to burn down our house.”

She hadn’t expected those words to cause a small murmur in the room, so she paused, trying to gauge what it meant, until Gordon Lock nodded for her to continue.

“As I read about Archie in his own words, I gained an insight into a world that I knew very little of, although we hear about it on the news, of course. It just doesn’t usually have much to do with our own existence. His is the kind of world where poverty and corruption are realities, not just news stories, and where it’s hard for children to flourish even with two parents. Archie has only a mother who loves him very much, as he does her.