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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Prologue
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Chapter Forty-Seven
  50. Chapter Forty-Eight
  51. Chapter Forty-Nine
  52. Chapter Fifty
  53. Chapter Fifty-One
  54. Chapter Fifty-Two
  55. Chapter Fifty-Three
  56. Chapter Fifty-Four
  57. Chapter Fifty-Five
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  60. About the Author
  61. About the Book
  62. Read On
  63. Praise for Susan Lewis and Her Books
  64. Also by Susan Lewis
  65. About the Publisher

“Helen’s down there,” Marcy assured her, and spotting Henry coming through security, she added, “You go ahead to the café, I’ll join you in a minute.”

As Henry reached her he gave her an encouraging hug and held her by the shoulders as he searched her eyes with his. “Have you told anyone yet?” he asked.

“There hasn’t been an opportunity, but Andee’s just there, seeing that woman off . . .”

“And here’s Helen,” he added, spotting the lawyer on her way toward them.

After greeting Henry, Helen turned to Marcy. “Archie’s very keen that I give you this before we go into court.”

As Marcy took the letter her insides swirled into a chaos of nerves and concern, and a wrenching disappointment in herself for not having enough mettle to follow her conscience. She almost didn’t want to read the letter, but how could she not?

By the time she’d finished Andee had returned to the group, and Henry was taking out a handkerchief for Marcy to dry her eyes.

“Is everything all right?” Andee asked apprehensively.

“A letter from Archie,” Helen explained.

Marcy passed it to Andee and as Andee read it she explained what it said to Henry. “He thinks I shouldn’t address the jury,” she told him. “He says he understands how hard it’ll be for me, so, to use his words, he wants to cut me loose from feeling that I have to do any more.”

Henry searched her eyes carefully, apparently sensing what was going through her mind.

“It sounds as though he’s giving up,” she murmured, and knowing she couldn’t allow that to happen, that she’d forever feel ashamed of her cowardice if she didn’t speak up for him, she added, “I think we’ll forget about everything we discussed last night.”

Henry’s expression showed his understanding, although he still looked worried.

“I’ll be fine,” she assured him, telling herself she would. “If you could go and explain things to Claudia and Jasmine, being careful of what you say in front of Maria, I’ll have a quick chat with Andee and Helen before we go in.”

THE MORNING WAS taken up with character witnesses for Archie—an old sports teacher who described his young student’s gift with a football, and how sorry he was that Archie hadn’t attended school regularly. An ex-headmaster who spoke stiffly, although positively, about Archie’s willingness to learn and ability to stay out of trouble while in school in spite of the company he kept. Then came the owner of a car-repair shop who Archie had occasionally worked for and who’d have been happy to take him on as an apprentice if Archie had wanted it. It was generally known by all three men that Archie’s home life was chaotic, possibly even abusive, but none could claim that they’d stepped in to help in any way.