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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Prologue
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Chapter Forty-Seven
  50. Chapter Forty-Eight
  51. Chapter Forty-Nine
  52. Chapter Fifty
  53. Chapter Fifty-One
  54. Chapter Fifty-Two
  55. Chapter Fifty-Three
  56. Chapter Fifty-Four
  57. Chapter Fifty-Five
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  60. About the Author
  61. About the Book
  62. Read On
  63. Praise for Susan Lewis and Her Books
  64. Also by Susan Lewis
  65. About the Publisher

At last prosecuting counsel finished his opening and Gordon Lock rose to his feet. In spite of how fierce he looked and the arresting power of his voice, his calm presentation of a young lad reformed and ready to accept responsibility for his actions, as well as the steps he’d taken to show his remorse to his victim, was persuasive, Marcy thought. Whether the jury shared her view was impossible to tell.

At twelve thirty they broke for lunch, and reconvened at two, when witnesses for the prosecution began to take the stand: police and fire officers, Rohan Laghari the burns consultant, all, in their own ways, adding to the condemnation of Archie and his actions.

Finally, it was over for the day, and after Marcy, Claudia, and Jasmine parted company with everyone in the lobby, leaving Dan to make sure Maria got the right bus home, Henry drove them back to the coach house.

As soon as they arrived Marcy left the others to discuss the day’s events and took herself to her room. She needed a few minutes alone to assimilate and hopefully conquer the building dread of taking the stand the following day.

In her previous life, before the fire, she wouldn’t have thought twice about getting up to address a room full of strangers. She’d had confidence then, and courage, and always a belief in what she was saying. She hadn’t questioned herself, and she certainly hadn’t thought about her looks, other than to make herself presentable before the event began.

She wasn’t that person anymore, physically or mentally, and yet until today she’d thought she was making good progress in overcoming her insecurities. She’d truly believed she was calmer, or at least less horrified by her own looks; she’d even been able to mix with friends in public places. And wasn’t entering into the RJ process with Archie proof that she still held the same values she always had? She’d always believed in redemption—easy when she hadn’t had to put it into practice—and even after everything that had happened, perhaps especially after what had happened, she still had faith in a person’s ability to change for the good. She had no doubt of it in Archie’s case; he was genuinely sorry for what he’d done, to the point that he was ready to go to prison for destroying her property.

He was doing the right thing in admitting to the first count of arson, but he really didn’t deserve to be found guilty on the second count. It would be so easy for the jury to believe he’d been reckless, but she was fully convinced that there had been no intention to cause her harm. She just didn’t know if she had it in her to stand up in court to say so.