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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Prologue
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Chapter Forty-Seven
  50. Chapter Forty-Eight
  51. Chapter Forty-Nine
  52. Chapter Fifty
  53. Chapter Fifty-One
  54. Chapter Fifty-Two
  55. Chapter Fifty-Three
  56. Chapter Fifty-Four
  57. Chapter Fifty-Five
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  60. About the Author
  61. About the Book
  62. Read On
  63. Praise for Susan Lewis and Her Books
  64. Also by Susan Lewis
  65. About the Publisher

Marcy felt a strange tightness inside as she thought about it, and wasn’t sure whether it was resistance, or guilt, or even annoyance at having to deal with it. She’d far rather carry on thinking about Henry and replaying what a big step it had been for her to stay with him last night. And how tender he had been. Then she pictured the tiny woman’s pleading face, and found herself wondering how she must be feeling now, with her son in prison and her conscience trying to make amends for his crime.

With a sigh, she drank some tea and put her mug on the table. “So, what are your thoughts?”

“Well, frankly,” Claudia began, “I think it would be extremely odd—to put it mildly—to employ the mother of the person who set fire to our house. It doesn’t feel right at all, in fact it feels distinctly wrong, but at the same time I can’t help feeling sorry for her.”

Marcy smiled reflectively. “I know what you mean. And let’s not forget, she’s not to blame for what happened. She’s just a mother trying to do her best, the way any mother would . . .”

They sat quietly for a while, mulling over Maria’s brief and unexpected visit again until Claudia said, “If we tell her no, how are we going to feel after?”

Marcy sighed. “Knowing us we’ll worry about having hurt her feelings.”

Being in little doubt of that, especially where her mother was concerned, Claudia said, “But we don’t owe her anything.”

“You might say that, but don’t forget if she hadn’t turned in her own son, we’d probably still have no idea who actually set fire to the place.”

Accepting the truth of that, and actually admiring the courage it must have taken for Maria to do what she did, as well as all the distress it must have caused her at the time and since, Claudia said, “You’re right, we are indebted to her for that, and we always will be, but if we do take her on it’ll mean that she—and by extension, Archie—will always be with us, and I don’t think we want that, do we?”