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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Prologue
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Chapter Forty-Seven
  50. Chapter Forty-Eight
  51. Chapter Forty-Nine
  52. Chapter Fifty
  53. Chapter Fifty-One
  54. Chapter Fifty-Two
  55. Chapter Fifty-Three
  56. Chapter Fifty-Four
  57. Chapter Fifty-Five
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  60. About the Author
  61. About the Book
  62. Read On
  63. Praise for Susan Lewis and Her Books
  64. Also by Susan Lewis
  65. About the Publisher

“I was still there when the fire engines turned up. I watched them rolling out the hoses, breaking in through the door, spraying the roof . . . It was only when I heard someone shouting . . .” He lost his breath and after a tense moment he stole a quick glance at Jasmine. “I heard you shouting,” he told her. “As you got out of the car, I heard . . . and that’s when I realized someone was inside the house.”

As he fell silent Marcy wondered if he had any idea of the terrible impact his words were having on her and her family, being told that he’d been there watching the tragedy he’d caused to unfold. In truth, she wasn’t entirely sure how she did feel about it. Would it have been better if he’d just run away? Or did it make it worse that he hadn’t?

Realizing that there were no easy answers, and probably still wouldn’t be even after today, she took a sip of her coffee, now cold, and waited for him to continue.

Assisting him, Dan said, “At what point did you leave the scene, Archie?”

Archie frowned as he thought. “Just before, just after the air ambulance turned up. I can’t really remember now. I know it landed on the moor. My van was there, hidden in a layby. I got to it, but there was no way I could get into town through all the fire engines and stuff, so I went in the opposite direction.”

“To where?”

“I went home eventually. I took the long way round.”

“Did you call anyone to let them know you’d completed your task?”

He nodded. “I texted. I admitted I’d screwed up, that someone had been inside . . . I knew it was going to be the end for me. I thought about running, taking my ma with me, but then a message came back . . .” He glanced awkwardly at Marcy.

Guessing he didn’t want to repeat the words that had told him it was OK that someone had been inside, and knowing that she didn’t want to hear them, she said, “What happened next? Were you paid?”

His head fell forward as he nodded.

“Can I ask how much?”

“Five grand,” he mumbled.

She felt strangely dizzied by that. She hadn’t considered the price of burning down their home before, wouldn’t have had any idea of the going rate for such a monstrous crime, but that it was so little . . . But not little to him. To him, as he’d told her in his letters, it had opened up a small world of possibilities.

Moving them on, Dan said, “Then what happened?”