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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Prologue
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Chapter Forty-Seven
  50. Chapter Forty-Eight
  51. Chapter Forty-Nine
  52. Chapter Fifty
  53. Chapter Fifty-One
  54. Chapter Fifty-Two
  55. Chapter Fifty-Three
  56. Chapter Fifty-Four
  57. Chapter Fifty-Five
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  60. About the Author
  61. About the Book
  62. Read On
  63. Praise for Susan Lewis and Her Books
  64. Also by Susan Lewis
  65. About the Publisher

Claudia knew, because she’d asked, that every patient dealt with it in their own way. For some the disfigurement wasn’t as bad as they’d imagined, while for others it was so much worse that they ended up on suicide watch. This was why the psychologist had spent so much time with Marcy lately, to help avoid post-traumatic symptoms developing into full-scale PTSD, but it was hard to tell how much Marcy had taken in given her reluctance to speak, or even to show any emotion.

Now, as Claudia got ready to leave the stables at Ash Morley, which had been her and Jasmine’s home since the fire, her mind was filled with the shock she’d experienced the first time her mother’s dressings had been removed in front of her. The scars had been so visibly inflamed, like a live disease ravaging one side of her lovely face, that she could only feel thankful that Marcy’s eyes had been closed. She wouldn’t have seen the horror that whitened Claudia’s cheeks, but she must have heard Jasmine’s gasp and strangled cry as she’d tried to stifle the shock. Marcy had never mentioned it, probably because she wouldn’t have wanted to make Jasmine feel bad, but that terrible moment must have fueled her own dread as cruelly as it had her imagination.

Hearing a knock on the door, Claudia went to answer, and found Leanne outside in the drizzling rain.

“I wondered if you’d like me to drive you to the hospital today?” Leanne suggested as Claudia stood aside for her to come in.

“That’s kind of you,” Claudia replied, turning back into the cozy kitchen where she’d failed to cook or even eat very much since they’d gotten here, “but I’ll be OK. It’s going to be a bit of a performance so I’m not sure how long I’ll be there.”

Regarding her worriedly, Leanne said, “Are you sure you’re up to this? You look exhausted.”

“I couldn’t let her go through it on her own. Even if she doesn’t say anything, or look at me, I think it’ll matter to her that I’m nearby.” She took a breath. “Jasmine texted just now to wish us luck. I keep asking myself if I did the right thing, persuading her to go to the first night of the Proms with your mum and Abby. I don’t want her to feel shut out, but it’s going to be hard enough for my mother without worrying about Jasmine’s reaction.”

“Jasmine understands that,” Leanne assured her, “and she’ll be back tomorrow. She can go to see her then.”