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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Prologue
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Chapter Forty-Seven
  50. Chapter Forty-Eight
  51. Chapter Forty-Nine
  52. Chapter Fifty
  53. Chapter Fifty-One
  54. Chapter Fifty-Two
  55. Chapter Fifty-Three
  56. Chapter Fifty-Four
  57. Chapter Fifty-Five
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  60. About the Author
  61. About the Book
  62. Read On
  63. Praise for Susan Lewis and Her Books
  64. Also by Susan Lewis
  65. About the Publisher

You won’t want to hear this, but apart from her hysterics everything else was sweet for me. As far as the bosses were concerned, I’d done good and they were happy to pay out. As usual it wasn’t as much as I was expecting, thanks to BJ and the cut he helped himself to. Anyway, it meant I could get my mum some new clothes for job interviews, like we’d planned, and a woman who lives in the next street—Julie—came in to do her hair. We bought a car, an old green Astra with a red driver’s door, and we were just about to get the kitchen window fixed when the s*** suddenly hit the fan.

It turned out the cops had the briefcase I was meant to have removed from the house the nights I broke in. I still don’t know what was in it, but when BJ came to beat the s*** out of me (he tried, failed) I got that some of the PCs I’ve delivered to in the past were suffering a lot of grief because of it. Actually, without making the connection, I’d already heard about some of the arrests on the news, high-profile stuff if you’re into that sort of world—basically corruption on plenty of levels—so no wonder the PC at the top of my command chain wanted it back.

I couldn’t feel sorry they’d been busted, who in their right mind gives a s*** about minted scumbags who’d pay to have you knifed in a dark alley if it was going to save their skin? But I’ll admit to the proper heebie-jeebies about what was going to happen to me for screwing up. None of the bosses had been pulled in yet. According to BJ they were just the slamsex suppliers, had nothing to do with the insider stuff, but only a tossbag like him would believe that crap.