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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Prologue
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Chapter Forty-Seven
  50. Chapter Forty-Eight
  51. Chapter Forty-Nine
  52. Chapter Fifty
  53. Chapter Fifty-One
  54. Chapter Fifty-Two
  55. Chapter Fifty-Three
  56. Chapter Fifty-Four
  57. Chapter Fifty-Five
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  60. About the Author
  61. About the Book
  62. Read On
  63. Praise for Susan Lewis and Her Books
  64. Also by Susan Lewis
  65. About the Publisher

“Ah, but she’ll be off to university before too much longer,” he pointed out, “so maybe you’ll get your studio.” He took a sip of wine and spoke curiously as he went on, “I hope you don’t mind me saying, but you remind me of my wife with your passion for creating things. She was much the same, although she couldn’t quite get along with a sewing machine, she was more into jewelry and greeting cards.”

“Did she do it for a living?” Claudia asked, liking the way he sounded when he talked about his wife.

“No, she was a PE teacher at a primary school, so the other things were more of a hobby. She had a market stall now and again near where we lived, and her creations used to sell pretty well. Do you ever do markets, or sell through shops?”

Feeling his words pushing her into the more recent past, she avoided his eyes and struggled to block Marcus’s mocking voice in her head. “I had a shop myself before I came here,” she said, “but I haven’t ever braved a market stall. I think I’d like to, at Christmas. It could be fun.”

At that moment their food arrived and they continued to talk as easily as if there were no secrets between them, discussing how he’d got into law, what had prompted him to come to Kesterly, their favorite movies, music, and books, the holidays they’d enjoyed the most and other places in the world they’d like to visit.

It wasn’t until Misty, the landlady, delivered the bill with an interested smile that they realized how late it had become. Dan paid, because he insisted, but he agreed that Claudia could treat him the next time.

“I’m sorry,” she said, reddening, “I’m presuming you want there to be a next time.”

“I do,” he assured her, “and I’m hoping that you do too.”

She nodded, and looked down at her empty glass. “It’s been lovely,” she said softly.

“For me too,” and reaching across the table he covered her hand with his. It was the kind of gesture Marcus had often made before they were married, a touch of her hand, gentle words, a fake but convincing interest in everything she did—and because of that she stiffened.

“Come on, I’ll walk you to your car,” he said, getting up from the table. “And maybe you’d like to take the rest of the wine home to share with Marcy?”

Retrieving their coats from the rail inside the door, they wrapped up warmly and went out into the night. The scent of sea air was so pungent that it felt tangible, and the roar of the waves as they crashed up against the nearby cliffs was almost deafening.

“Are you missing being by the sea?” he asked as they walked around to the car park.