Chapters (79)
- COVER
- About the Author
- Also by Jo Thomas
- DEDICATION
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- FORTY-FIVE
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- FORTY-EIGHT
- FORTY-NINE
- FIFTY
- FIFTY-ONE
- FIFTY-TWO
- FIFTY-THREE
- FIFTY-FOUR
- FIFTY-FIVE
- FIFTY-SIX
- FIFTY-SEVEN
- FIFTY-EIGHT
- FIFTY-NINE
- SIXTY
- SIXTY-ONE
- SIXTY-TWO
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgements
- RECIPES
- Lavender shortbread
- Apricot jam sponge cake
- Lavender lamb
- READ MORE
- Prologue
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
Ralph barks so I go to the front of the house and look out. I see a dark figure and am suddenly filled with fear, until I recognize the person walking down the drive, away from Le Petit Mas.
‘Ssh, Ralph. It’s just JB,’ I say, and smile as he heads into town. He’s clearly trying to disguise the fact he stayed over with Stephanie last night.
Within a few minutes, Stephanie joins me in the kitchen with Tomas in her arms. There is a sparkle in her eyes.
‘Morning, Stephanie.’ I smile.
‘Bonjour, Del,’ she corrects, mildly scolding me, and kisses me on both cheeks. I kiss Tomas too.
‘Bisous?’ I say, and he happily kisses me back.
‘Everything okay?’ I ask his mother, as the sun rises in the still morning, no hint of the mistral. A new beginning arriving with the new dawn.
‘Oui, bien sûr, of course,’ she says, not catching my eye, and I can see the faint pink blush in her cheeks.
‘It’s okay,’ I say gently, ‘for JB to stay.’
And she looks at me.
‘If you’re an item, and you are …’ it’s my turn to blush ‘… taking precautions.’ We’re both slightly embarrassed, but know it had to be said. ‘We all love Tomas, but no one wants any more surprises. Much better to plan next time.’ She finally looks at me, more beautiful than I have ever seen her, and happy too.
‘You’re a couple, and if it’s okay with his family, it’s okay with me … not that I’m your—’
‘You are the most family I have ever had,’ she cuts me off, and we hug each other. ‘You have done more for me than anyone ever has. Merci.’
I feel like my heart could burst, knowing that, somewhere along the way, I may just have made a difference. I was there when someone needed me, and it feels very good.
‘And about Fabien,’ she says, as we pull apart. This time my cheeks flame red. ‘I’m sorry,’ she says, and I wave a hand, pushing away the thought of him and how he makes me feel, and trying to cool my burning cheeks as well. ‘I realize now he might not have been thinking what I was thinking. I was confused. Silly.’
‘We’ve all been silly.’ I try to lighten the mood.
‘If you and he were to get together, I wouldn’t mind. I’m sorry I made it hard for you in the first place.’