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Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

“Do you think the Nazis will forbid them to get married?” Eloise asked.

Miriam drew a quick breath. Abba believed the persecution would begin all over again, here in the Netherlands. Avi reached for her hand, squeezing it to reassure her.

“I’m not saying that,” Ans replied. “As far as I know, the Dutch clerks working in all the public offices are still doing what they’ve always done.”

“Then what’s the problem?”

“I . . . I’m worried that it will upset you to see the enemy occupying Leiden.”

“Don’t coddle me, Ans. You’re as bad as Herman.” Eloise glared at Ans.

Miriam wasn’t used to seeing tension between the two women. Yet she’d noticed how fragile Eloise was and knew Ans was wise to discourage her from witnessing the Nazi takeover.

“Eloise, there is something else you can help us with,” Miriam said. “Avi escaped with only the clothes on his back. He’s going to need clothes and shoes.”

“It would attract too much attention if I had carried a suitcase,” he added.

Eloise seemed to size him up. “You’re not as tall as Herman, but my seamstress can do wonders with sewing needles and scissors.” Eloise became animated again, and Miriam knew she would pour her breathless energy into helping Avi. “Naturally, you must be married in a suit. And I’ll look after the rest of your wardrobe, too, so don’t worry about a thing.”

“How can we ever thank you?” Miriam asked. “You’ve done so much already, and —”

“And you, my lovely Miriam, deserve to be wed in silks and lace. Let me see what I have that might suit you. Ans, call my seamstress straightaway. Her number is in my address book.”

The paperwork required more than a week to process, then Miriam and Avi were married in a civil ceremony in the registry office with Abba and Ans as their witnesses. That afternoon, Miriam stood beneath a chuppah in the synagogue with the man she loved, reciting their marriage vows in a quiet ceremony. They invited Ans and Eloise and Professor Huizenga, along with Mrs. Spielman and some of Abba’s colleagues and friends from the synagogue. Eloise’s dressmaker had altered a beautiful peach-colored silk dress and matching jacket for Miriam to wear, and a dark suit for Avi.

“You look beautiful,” Abba said with tears in his eyes. “As beautiful as your mother. If only she could be here with us.” Before leaving for the ceremony, Miriam had paged through her photograph album with Abba, remembering their loved ones. Their absence tempered Miriam’s joy. She and Avi should be surrounded by family and friends, dancing with them in a joyous circle as they celebrated.