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Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

Lena steered Wim and Maaike ahead of her into the sanctuary, and by the time the villagers and refugees also made their way inside, the building was packed. The elders were bustling around the chancel, preparing to serve Communion, and it seemed like an odd time for the sacrament amid all the chaos of war. The worship service began, and the words of the hymns and the sound of voices surrounding her lifted Lena’s spirits, reminding her that she wasn’t alone. “O God, our help in ages past . . .”

“It’s natural to wonder where God is in times like these,” Papa said as he broke the bread for the sacrament of Communion. “He is here, in Christ’s broken body and spilled blood. He understands our suffering and confusion. He is here, with us.” Lena ate the Communion bread, desperate to feel God’s presence, to know He was with her, beside her.

After the service, she helped her father and the deacons assign refugee families to the various parishioners who’d volunteered to house them. Lena took in the Zylstra family. Tina, who was in her midthirties, was with her three boys ages four, six, and ten, and her mother-in-law. Tina’s husband, like Lena’s, was fighting in the army. Lena would have taken a second family, but so many people came forward to volunteer that it wasn’t necessary.

Tina had pulled a loaded farm wagon behind her truck with crates of squawking chickens tied on top of the swaying load. “We emptied our root cellar and smokehouse,” she explained, “and brought everything with us. No one knows how long we’ll be away.”

“What about your dairy cows?”

“We set them free in our highest pasture, farthest from the dike. There wasn’t time to take them anywhere else, and besides, where could they go? Now we must hope for the best.”

Lena became anxious on the ride home from the village, feeling exposed and vulnerable in the flat, open countryside. It was taking too long, their progress slowed by the heavy farm wagon and muddy road. She longed to be home, to be safe. But was any place truly safe? A deadly war was raging across her nation, and these refugee families had made it real to Lena, bringing the war to her village, her farm. Pieter wasn’t the only one who was battling the enemy. Everyone was being swept up in the fight.