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Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

“We’re at war,” she said. “Hitler’s armies invaded the Netherlands early this morning, dropping bombs and soldiers from the sky with parachutes. Our army is fighting back, and we’ve opened the dikes to stop them with a flood. But we don’t have news from all the battlefronts yet, and no one really knows for certain how the battles are going.”

A sharp pain twisted through Miriam’s stomach at the news. Abba groaned and ran his hand over his face. “Where can we go now?” he said, speaking in German. “Where is there a place where we’ll be safe? That monster and his goons have found us again.” Miriam hugged him tightly and felt his body trembling. “Your mother should have come with us. She should have gotten out while she had a chance,” he said. “At least we would die together. Now I don’t think we will ever see her again.”

“Don’t say that, Abba. We have to hang on to hope —”

“How? We will be trapped again with no way out. Once the Nazis take over, how long do you think it will be before they do the same things to us here that they did in Germany?”

Switching to Dutch, Miriam said, “Mrs. Spielman, my father is afraid the Nazis are going to take over like they did in Germany. Is he right?”

“According to the news, our soldiers are putting up a very brave fight.” But Miriam saw the fear in the older woman’s eyes and was concerned for her.

“What about your sons in Amsterdam? Will you try to go to be with them?”

“I don’t think I can. It’s not safe for any of us to go outdoors until the fighting stops.”

Abba crouched in front of Mrs. Spielman’s chair, facing her, speaking in broken Dutch. “Do you know how Nazis do to Jews? Do you hear what happens to us in Germany? Why we leave our home?”

“Ja. Everyone knows how they persecute Jews.”

“If the Nazis win this country, they will do the same. You and me and Miriam, we must get out.”

“Where would we go?” She was clearly frightened as she looked from Abba to Miriam, twisting her knotted hands.

Abba stood again. “Maybe to Belgium. Maybe they will let us cross to France or Spain —”

“They invaded Belgium, too,” Mrs. Spielman said.

Abba stared at her, swaying as if dumbstruck by the news. “Then . . . then there is no way out,” he mumbled in German. “We are surrounded. Germany on one side, Belgium on the other . . .”

“We could cross the channel to England,” Miriam said. “Surely the British will change their immigration laws and give us refuge there. Maybe the Americans or Canadians will finally let us come to their countries.”