Back Chasing Shadows
Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

“Maybe you’re right. Maybe it will happen again. But until it does, let’s be happy, Eloise. Let’s take the train to Amsterdam tomorrow and see the artwork. Miriam can come with us and —”

“It’s too dreary to travel in the rain.”

“Then let’s enjoy the rain! We’ll walk Miriam home with our umbrellas up and our boots on, and we’ll slosh through all the puddles like children. We can stop at the flower market and buy flowers for every room in the house. And when we get home, we’ll drink pots and pots of tea and listen to beautiful music on the gramophone.”

Eloise looked up at Ans with a weak smile. Her tears continued to fall. “You’re right, dear, dear Ans. We do have today, don’t we? But our lives could change in an instant, just as they have for those poor Norwegians. And then nothing will ever be the same.”

Ans was scrambling to think of what to say next when she heard a key turn in the front door. Professor Huizenga hurried in. Thank God. He sat down beside Eloise, still wearing his wet overcoat, and gently pulled her into his arms. “I was afraid you might have heard the news, my love, so I came home right away.”

“You won’t leave me, Herman?”

“Never.” He looked up at Ans over his wife’s head and nodded. She could go.

“I’ll walk you home,” Ans whispered to Miriam. They put their wet coats back on and headed out in the rain again with their dripping umbrellas. It wasn’t far to Miriam’s apartment, but neither of them said a word, as if exhausted by the afternoon’s events.

Miriam turned to Ans when they reached her door. “I fear Eloise is right,” she said softly. “What happened to her in Belgium and what happened to us in Germany —it could happen all over again.”

“But maybe —”

She held up her hand to stop Ans. “But you are right, too, Ans. We still have today. We must live in hope today and not in despair.” She hugged Ans and said goodbye.

By the time Ans returned to the town house, the radio was off and the professor had coaxed Eloise upstairs to her bedroom. Ans made a pot of tea and was sitting in the kitchen, drying off and warming up by the range, when Professor Huizenga found her there. He looked cold and pale and even thinner than the day Ans first met him. “I fear this war will be the end of her,” he said with a sigh.

“Is she okay?”

“For now. Eloise has taken her medicine. It will make her sleepy.”

“Would you like a cup of tea?” she asked, lifting the pot. “There’s plenty.”