Chapters (74)
- Cover
- Praise for Lynn Austin
- Also by Lynn Austin
- Epigraph
- PROLOGUE
- CHAPTER 1
- CHAPTER 2
- CHAPTER 3
- CHAPTER 4
- CHAPTER 5
- CHAPTER 6
- CHAPTER 7
- CHAPTER 8
- CHAPTER 9
- CHAPTER 10
- CHAPTER 11
- CHAPTER 12
- CHAPTER 13
- CHAPTER 14
- CHAPTER 15
- CHAPTER 16
- CHAPTER 17
- CHAPTER 18
- CHAPTER 19
- CHAPTER 20
- CHAPTER 21
- CHAPTER 22
- CHAPTER 23
- CHAPTER 24
- CHAPTER 25
- CHAPTER 26
- CHAPTER 27
- CHAPTER 28
- CHAPTER 29
- CHAPTER 30
- CHAPTER 31
- CHAPTER 32
- CHAPTER 33
- CHAPTER 34
- CHAPTER 35
- CHAPTER 36
- CHAPTER 37
- CHAPTER 38
- CHAPTER 39
- CHAPTER 40
- CHAPTER 41
- CHAPTER 42
- CHAPTER 43
- CHAPTER 44
- CHAPTER 45
- CHAPTER 46
- CHAPTER 47
- CHAPTER 48
- CHAPTER 49
- CHAPTER 50
- CHAPTER 51
- CHAPTER 52
- CHAPTER 53
- CHAPTER 54
- CHAPTER 55
- CHAPTER 56
- CHAPTER 57
- CHAPTER 58
- CHAPTER 59
- CHAPTER 60
- CHAPTER 61
- CHAPTER 62
- CHAPTER 63
- EPILOGUE
- CHAPTER 1
- A Note from the Author
- Acknowledgments
- Discussion Questions
- About the Author
“Norway and Denmark were neutral,” Eloise said. “Neutral! Just like Belgium was in the Great War. Just like we are here in the Netherlands. See, Ans? Neutrality means nothing to those people. Nothing!” Her voice sounded shaky at first but seemed to grow stronger along with her anger.
“Eloise, please,” Ans said, handing her a towel. “We need to turn off the radio until your husband comes home. It’s only going to stir up memories that you need to forget.”
“Forget! I won’t ever forget! You weren’t even born when the Kaiser decided to use neutral Belgium as a shortcut to Paris. They killed my parents and took over our house in Antwerp.”
Ans had never seen Eloise this upset. Should she telephone the professor? She had a number where he could be reached at the university in an emergency.
“My older brother escaped to France and fought with the Allies,” Eloise continued. “He was gassed in the war. I saw him one last time, and he begged me to kill him and end his suffering.” Eloise turned to Miriam, commanding her attention as if both of their lives were now at risk. “We nearly starved to death, Miriam!”
Miriam seemed to have trouble breathing whenever she became upset, and she was clearly in distress now.
“Eloise, stop. You’re upsetting yourself and Miriam, too. Please —”
“You both need to know that wars always bring famine and disease and starvation. Thousands of innocent people died of hunger in Belgium before the world stepped in to help us.”
“But you survived and you moved here —”
“There were too many horrible memories for me in Belgium.”
“And you married the professor,” Ans said, desperate to steer her memories in a different direction. “He loves you very much, I can tell. You have a beautiful life together. I hope I find a husband someday who loves me half as much as he loves you.” Eloise managed a smile. “When your thoughts go to the past, why not think of the present, instead? And the future?”
Eloise’s eyes filled with tears. “There won’t be a future —that’s what I’m trying to tell you, Ans. It’s going to happen all over again. Enemy occupation. Starvation and death —”
“Stop!” Ans grabbed Eloise’s flailing hands, squeezing them tightly. “You don’t know that, Eloise. Our country has already mobilized hundreds of thousands of troops who are positioned to defend us if —”
“We Belgians did the same thing.” She shook her hands free. “The troops won’t do any good. Ask the Danes and the Norwegians.”
“Our country was spared in the last war —”
“It won’t be spared this time.” Eloise stared into space as tears washed down her cheeks. Ans wondered if she dared to leave her side long enough to call Professor Huizenga.