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Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

She disguised her disappointment as she thanked him and climbed the stairs to her cousin’s apartment above.

Truus poured them each a cup of coffee. “What do you hear from your soldier boy?”

“His training was supposed to last eight weeks. He should be home any day now.”

“Maybe in time for Sinterklaas Eve?”

“That would be the best present I could imagine. But I doubt if the army thinks about sentimental things like Sinterklaas and hopeful children. I already bought presents for Wim and Maaike. I’m stopping at the bakery next for treats.”

“Well, if he doesn’t come tonight, there’s always Christmas. And what do you hear from Ans? Do you think she’ll be home for Christmas?”

“I don’t know. Maybe. The woman she works for isn’t well.”

“What’s wrong with her?”

“I don’t know, exactly.” Lena knew from Ans’s letters that Mrs. Huizenga suffered from spells of melancholia, but she decided not to tell her cousin. Truus loved a juicy morsel of gossip. Her husband also seemed to know everyone’s business and was jokingly accused by some villagers of reading all the mail.

Lena finished her coffee and hugged Truus goodbye, then went to the bakery for pepernoten and the traditional holiday banket shaped in a W for Wim and an M for Maaike.

“No A for Ans this year?” the baker asked.

Lena shook her head, willing away tears. “Her job in Leiden is very demanding.”

Her last stop was the manse to visit her father. She went in through the kitchen door and wandered through the dining room and front room on the way to his office. The rooms had seemed barren and lifeless since Mama’s death, and Lena always passed through them quickly. Papa had hired a housekeeper to clean and cook for him, but the manse lacked the warmth and cheer that her mother had always given it. A basket of knitting still sat beside her mother’s chair near the window, the needles holding a half-finished pair of socks. Neither Lena nor Papa had the heart to stow the knitting away.

“Engelena! You look hearty and rosy-cheeked!” Papa rose and walked around his desk to kiss her.

“I bicycled into town to buy Sinterklaas treats. I let the sun fool me into thinking it was warm.”

“Any news of when Pieter is coming home?”

“Soon, I hope. Papa, I wanted to ask —do you think you could come out to the farm tonight for Sinterklaas Eve? I know the children will really be missing their father. I will be, too, naturally. Pieter always made the holiday such fun for them.”

“I’ll try. But I’m sure you’ve heard that Mrs. Hoekstra is in her last days. I’m leaving in a few minutes to be with the family.”