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Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

The unpleasant smell of her wet wool coat filled the room as it dried. Miriam didn’t know quite what to do with herself while she waited for the mailman. It hadn’t taken long to put away the new clothes Mrs. Huizenga had given her. She’d practiced her violin all morning and was bored with that. Abba would be teaching at the university all day. With nothing else to do, she decided to write another letter to Avi rather than wait for one from him. She was worried he would need warm winter clothing in the refugee camp, and asked if he wanted her to send some.

At last Miriam saw the mailman coming up the street and hurried downstairs to the mailbox to give him her letter. “Sorry, nothing for you today,” he said when he saw her waiting. Abba would be disappointed too. There had been no mail at all from Germany since the war began two months ago. But there was a letter for her widowed landlady, Mrs. Spielman, who lived in the apartment below theirs and wasn’t able to get out much because of her rheumatism. Miriam knocked on her door.

“Mrs. Spielman? It’s Miriam, from upstairs. You got a letter. I thought I’d save you the trouble of going outside in the cold.” A moment later, the door opened.

“Come in, come in! Quickly!” She beckoned for Miriam to hurry inside while she held on to her squirming cat, Oliver. The fat gray- and black-striped tiger seemed to take great delight in trying to escape every time the door opened. “Would you like a cup of tea? I saw you walking home in the rain a while ago.”

“That would be lovely, if it isn’t too much trouble.”

“Not at all. I could use the company.” She limped into her kitchen —a larger version of the one upstairs —and put the kettle on the burner. Mrs. Spielman, also Jewish, was a pleasant, gray-haired woman in her seventies who was as round and plump as the potato dumplings Mother’s cook used to make. She set out a teapot and cups, her crippled fingers knotted and bent.

“I hope my Dutch is not too bad. I am still learning.”

“I can understand you just fine.”

“Something smells good,” Miriam said, inhaling the aroma of cooking food.

“Ach . . . it’s just some soup I’m throwing together. It’s not so much fun to cook for only myself. Do you enjoy cooking, dear?”

“I . . . um . . . I do not know how. In Germany, our family hired a cook. Abba and I have been eating what is already made.”

“I can teach you if you’d like.”

“Yes? You would not mind?”

“Not at all. Although you probably eat different things in Germany than we do here.”

“It does not matter. We must eat something.”