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Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

“I brought my grandmother’s silver candlesticks from home. We can use those.”

“Perfect! Will you light the candles for us? The woman of the household has the honor of welcoming the Sabbath.”

“Yes, of course. Where will you get candles? And wine?”

“I’m going to ask permission to walk to Assen tomorrow.”

“Isn’t that a long way?”

“It is, but it’ll be worth it. And I might be able to hitch a ride with one of the supply vans.”

Abba’s enthusiasm for the idea surprised Miriam. He pushed money into Avi’s hand, offering to pay for the wine and candles. Two other families wanted to join them, along with three single men who lived in Avi’s dormitory. They got permission to pull a table aside in the dining hall for their Shabbat table, and Miriam decorated it with wildflowers and the silver candlesticks. She and Avi were adding the finishing touches when Abba rushed in, waving a letter and his dark-rimmed spectacles in the air. “Miriam! We got a letter from your mother!”

“How is she? What did she say?” Abba’s joy made her certain that Mother must be coming to join them. There was life in his gray face again and a sparkle in his hazel eyes.

“Here, you can read it. It’s to both of us.”

Miriam held her breath as she read, pushing against the anxiety she always felt when she thought of home. According to Mother, everything was the same. Saul was hobbling around on crutches now, but Mother said nothing about him playing his cello. She said nothing about joining them, either. Miriam wondered if the arguments around the dinner table were the same too, now that Abba was gone. Abba watched as she read, and when she finished and looked up at him, she still saw glee on his face. She hadn’t read anything in the letter that accounted for it.

“You’re pleased about something, Abba. What is it?”

“I received another letter today, as well. My labors to find a university position may finally be bearing fruit. The letter is from a colleague at Leiden University, right here in the Netherlands. We met at a conference in Berlin, and he remembers my work. He’s trying to arrange a position for me as a lecturer in physics. I may even be able to continue my research there.”

Miriam hugged him. “That’s wonderful, Abba!”

“Congratulations, Professor Jacobs,” Avi said. “I’m glad you and Miriam may be getting out of this place.” Avi was happy for them, Miriam could tell. But she heard regret in his voice and saw it in his eyes.

“It isn’t definite yet,” Abba said. “But my colleague will continue to lobby on my behalf. He thinks it looks very hopeful.”

Avi turned to her. “You can pursue your musical studies there.”