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Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

Ans chose an outdoor table at the little café along the canal even though the sky sagged with heavy clouds. She was grateful for a few minutes alone, away from the pristine town house and the breathless intensity of her employer’s personality. Eloise hadn’t fallen into the pit of melancholy the professor had warned about, but she set such a hectic, frantic pace that Ans feared it was only a matter of time before she collapsed. She and Ans had been coming to this café regularly, and the friendly young waitress, Jansje, smiled as she walked over to greet Ans.

“Your mother isn’t with you today?”

“Pardon? . . . Oh . . . no, Eloise isn’t my mother. I’m her companion. She went out for coffee with her husband today.”

“I’m so sorry for assuming . . .”

“That’s okay.”

“You seemed so close, like mother and daughter or at least good friends, always running off to do things together.”

“Well . . . yes, I suppose we are friends. I sometimes forget that I work for her. She’s been good to me, taking me to so many interesting places that it hardly seems like work.”

“Do you want your usual?” Jansje asked.

“Yes. Thank you.” Ans watched her disappear into the café and realized how much she longed for a friend her own age, someone she could daydream with and talk with about silly, unimportant things. Someone uncomplicated, who didn’t keep Ans always on edge. “Do you have time to visit a bit?” Ans asked when Jansje returned with her coffee and pastry. “I’d like to ask you a question.”

Jansje glanced around at the other outdoor tables. “Sure. We’re never very busy in the afternoon.” She pulled out one of the metal chairs and sat down but couldn’t seem to resist straightening the sugar bowl and the ashtray and other items on the table while they talked. “What’s your question?”

“I’ll have some free time this Saturday night while my employers attend a dinner, so I was wondering what there is to do around here.”

“Do you want to meet some boys?”

“Not especially.” Ans smiled at Jansje’s look of surprise. “I mean, I’m not looking for anything serious —I just want to meet some people my age and have some fun. I grew up in a dreary farm village where nothing much happened. It’s so small that if I looked twice at a boy, everyone in town would start discussing our wedding.”

Jansje laughed. “And you didn’t like any of those boys?”

“They were as interesting as wooden clogs. All they knew about were cows and crops. This is a university town. There must be someplace fun where the students go.”

“Do you like to dance? My boyfriend, Bram, and I sometimes go dancing.”

“You have a boyfriend? Tell me all about him!”