Back Chasing Shadows
Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

“I understand. My family is the same.” He sat down on the barracks steps and motioned for Miriam to join him. She hesitated, then sat beside him, her violin on her lap. He seemed nice. And she needed a friend.

“Anyway, in the story in the book of Daniel, all the warnings of a coming disaster were there, plain as day, written on the wall by a ghostly hand. But the people couldn’t interpret them. And my family couldn’t accept the fact that we weren’t wanted in Germany. That we were hated, even. We had no future there. The persecution will only get worse and worse, until . . . well, who knows what will happen to us. So I escaped by myself. Once I’m settled in Jerusalem, maybe I can convince the rest of my family to join me.”

“My cousin Saul plans to leave for Palestine as soon as he’s well again. He was beaten by a gang of Hitler Youth and left for dead. He says nothing he might face in Jerusalem could be any worse than what the Nazis did to him. He isn’t going to wait for his immigration papers but plans to sneak into Palestine somehow.”

“Maybe I should do that.” Avi scooped up a handful of pebbles and absently tossed them as they talked.

“So how do people stay occupied all day while they wait for a visa or someplace to go —besides reading the Torah?”

“They’ve given us some garden space to grow our own food. And we can volunteer to plant trees for the government. As you can see, there aren’t very many around here.”

Miriam looked down at her hands, holding her violin. “I don’t think either of those choices are for me.”

“I’ve also offered to teach mathematics in the school they’re setting up. I think they’d be grateful if you taught music classes.”

“I would be happy to. Anything to keep busy so I can stop thinking about . . .” She faltered, desperate to erase the picture of her family and a way of life that had vanished. “To stop thinking of other things,” she finished.

“I know. It’s hard not to dwell on the past, isn’t it? And all that we’ve lost?” Miriam nodded as tears stung her eyes. Avi gave an apologetic smile as he stood. “I’ll go away now so you can practice. It was nice talking with you, Miriam.”

She realized after he left that the fist in her chest had relaxed while she’d spoken with him. She could breathe again.