Back Chasing Shadows
Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

She glanced at him again. “No, you don’t have to . . . but I need to keep practicing if I hope to stay in shape. Abba thinks I can apply to a music conservatory once we’re settled.”

He approached and offered his hand for her to shake. “I’m Avraham Leopold —Avi.” He had wiry black hair and a thick beard and eyes the color of strong coffee. His high forehead and thin, wire-rimmed glasses gave him a scholarly look. He was perhaps two or three years older than Miriam, with the slim build of a long-distance runner. His smile warmed her and she smiled in return.

“I’m Miriam Jacobs. My father and I just arrived from Cologne a few days ago. Where are you from?”

“I’ve lived in Berlin all my life —until now.”

“Have you been here very long?”

He exhaled so wearily that Miriam was sorry she’d asked. “Nearly four months already. My barracks wasn’t even finished yet. And I didn’t have this beard!” He grinned and stroked his face. “I’ve been trying to get a visa to move to Palestine. They were right when they told me it would take a long time. The British have enough headaches trying to appease Hitler. They don’t want to stir up trouble in Palestine by letting Jews come back to their homeland. Where are you planning to go?”

“I think my father wants to stay here, in the Netherlands.”

He shook his head. “They won’t let us stay. This camp was built for Jewish refugees, but only until we can find a permanent place somewhere else. That’s why it’s way out in the middle of nowhere. We aren’t supposed to mingle with the Dutch people. It’s a small country, and there are hundreds of us. They would like us to move on.”

“My father has been writing letters to his fellow professors in several countries, trying to find a position in one of their universities.”

“I wish him well. I was an engineering student until they forbade Jews to study at the university.”

“Is your family here with you?”

He sighed again. “No, my parents couldn’t read the handwriting on the wall.”

“What do you mean?”

“Don’t you know that story? It’s from the book of Daniel the prophet.”

“We’re not religious.”

“Neither is my family,” he said, laughing. “Believe me! But I’ve had a lot of time on my hands here, so I’ve been studying the Bible. I’ve read through the Torah three times, in fact. Now I’m reading the Prophets.”

“Papa thinks it’s absurd that we’re being persecuted for being Jewish when we aren’t even religious. We rarely celebrated Passover or the other holidays. We sometimes had dinner with Mother’s family on Friday night, but we don’t keep kosher or anything like that.”