Back Chasing Shadows
Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

Ans was relieved when Meta, the Jewish housekeeper, opened the door a crack and peered out. It meant that the Nazis hadn’t arrested her and Sientje.

But Meta didn’t seem to recognize Ans. “Yes? May I help you?” she asked.

“Meta, it’s me —Ans. I’m back. Is . . . is Eloise here?”

The door swung wide and Meta threw her arms around her. “Oh, my goodness! It is you! I thought you were another beggar asking for food. Come in, come in! Eloise will be thrilled that you’re here!”

Eloise is here.

The town house’s kitchen was filled with strangers, all huddled around the range, all wearing coats. A large pot of something that didn’t smell particularly good simmered on the stove. Ans was glad to see Meta’s sister-in-law, Sientje, holding Mrs. Spielman’s cat on her lap, but she didn’t recognize anyone else. “Everybody, this is Ans!” Meta announced. “She’s home at last!”

“Eloise told us all about you,” one of the women said. Someone was chopping something in another room. And she heard a ball bouncing.

“Is Eloise here? I want to see her.”

“I’ll take you to her,” Meta said. They stepped around the gathered people, passing two boys in overcoats bouncing a ball back and forth in the frigid dining room. And there was Eloise! She stood in the foyer, supervising a boy of twelve or thirteen as he chopped one of the spindles off the bannister. Most of the other spindles were also missing. So was the door to the front closet. “Eloise, look!” Meta shouted. “Ans is home!”

Eloise turned, and Ans was relieved to see how well she looked. She was much thinner, and the white streak in her dark hair had widened and spread since Ans had last seen her, but her eyes sparkled with excitement as she hurried toward her.

“Ans? . . . Is it really you . . . or just your shadow?”

“It’s me!” They fell into each other’s arms.

“I can’t believe you’re really here,” Eloise said. She ran her hands down Ans’s arms as if to convince herself she was real. “We heard you were in prison.”

“I was, but they released me a few days ago.”

“Thank God! That gives us all hope that maybe Herman and the others will be released too. You can stop chopping now,” she told the boy when the spindle finally broke free. “That’s enough wood for today. Besides, I believe in miracles now that Ans is here, so maybe we’ll have another miracle and the weather will warm up, or the war will end before our town house is chopped into pieces. How are you, Ans? And don’t say ‘fine.’ I can see that you’ve suffered. Come sit in the parlor with me so we can talk. I would offer you tea, but . . . well, there isn’t any.”