Chapters (74)
- Cover
- Praise for Lynn Austin
- Also by Lynn Austin
- Epigraph
- PROLOGUE
- CHAPTER 1
- CHAPTER 2
- CHAPTER 3
- CHAPTER 4
- CHAPTER 5
- CHAPTER 6
- CHAPTER 7
- CHAPTER 8
- CHAPTER 9
- CHAPTER 10
- CHAPTER 11
- CHAPTER 12
- CHAPTER 13
- CHAPTER 14
- CHAPTER 15
- CHAPTER 16
- CHAPTER 17
- CHAPTER 18
- CHAPTER 19
- CHAPTER 20
- CHAPTER 21
- CHAPTER 22
- CHAPTER 23
- CHAPTER 24
- CHAPTER 25
- CHAPTER 26
- CHAPTER 27
- CHAPTER 28
- CHAPTER 29
- CHAPTER 30
- CHAPTER 31
- CHAPTER 32
- CHAPTER 33
- CHAPTER 34
- CHAPTER 35
- CHAPTER 36
- CHAPTER 37
- CHAPTER 38
- CHAPTER 39
- CHAPTER 40
- CHAPTER 41
- CHAPTER 42
- CHAPTER 43
- CHAPTER 44
- CHAPTER 45
- CHAPTER 46
- CHAPTER 47
- CHAPTER 48
- CHAPTER 49
- CHAPTER 50
- CHAPTER 51
- CHAPTER 52
- CHAPTER 53
- CHAPTER 54
- CHAPTER 55
- CHAPTER 56
- CHAPTER 57
- CHAPTER 58
- CHAPTER 59
- CHAPTER 60
- CHAPTER 61
- CHAPTER 62
- CHAPTER 63
- EPILOGUE
- CHAPTER 1
- A Note from the Author
- Acknowledgments
- Discussion Questions
- About the Author
“I’m Janneke.” The boys pulled off their wool hats, the static making their fair hair stand on end. Lena guessed the woman to be in her thirties, the boys around Maaike’s age. It was clear from their gaunt faces and hollow eyes that they were starving. “Get three bowls and spoons,” she told Maaike. “Bep, can you fetch the bread, please? And the butter.” Lena had made pea soup for supper, and she put what was left of it on the stove to warm. “Where are you from, Janneke?”
“Den Haag.”
“You walked all this way? That’s quite a distance.”
“We had to. There’s no food anywhere in the city. I couldn’t let my boys starve. Some of my neighbors have died.”
“I understand. I would do the same for my children.” Lena watched them gobble down the food. She had hoped to serve the leftovers to her family and the shadow people again, but she filled their bowls a second time, praying that a kind stranger was feeding Wim and Ans and Pieter tonight. Janneke stopped her boys from taking a second slice of bread.
“We’ll take it to Oma,” she told them. She looked up at Lena as if fearful of a reprimand. “Please . . . may I take this for my mother? She isn’t well, and I promised her we’d bring something.”
“Yes, of course. Let the boys have another slice, and I’ll pack some bread and a bit of cheese for your mother.”
Tears rolled down Janneke’s face. “I didn’t want to bring my boys. I knew the trip would be hard for them. But there are so many other beggars on the roads, and I was afraid of being robbed if I was by myself. Even desperate people think twice before stealing from children.”
“I can’t imagine facing such impossible choices,” Lena said. She’d thought her hatred for the Nazis couldn’t possibly grow any stronger, but the plight of these desperate travelers deepened it.
Janneke stood when she finished eating and prodded her weary sons to their feet. “You have been so kind, Lena. We won’t impose on you any longer. May God bless you for your generosity.”
“You can’t go back out in the cold. Stay the night, please. My son’s bedroom upstairs is empty.”
“You would take in strangers?”
“You would do the same if you were in my place. Come. You look tired.”
“Mama?” Maaike whispered later in the dark when they were all in bed. “If we give away all of our food, won’t we run out?” In truth, Lena feared the same thing. But the war had given her no choice but to place everything in God’s hands and trust Him. She’d also learned that trusting Him wasn’t a onetime decision but a daily one. She sat up so she could see her daughter’s face better.