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Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

“I’m Janneke.” The boys pulled off their wool hats, the static making their fair hair stand on end. Lena guessed the woman to be in her thirties, the boys around Maaike’s age. It was clear from their gaunt faces and hollow eyes that they were starving. “Get three bowls and spoons,” she told Maaike. “Bep, can you fetch the bread, please? And the butter.” Lena had made pea soup for supper, and she put what was left of it on the stove to warm. “Where are you from, Janneke?”

“Den Haag.”

“You walked all this way? That’s quite a distance.”

“We had to. There’s no food anywhere in the city. I couldn’t let my boys starve. Some of my neighbors have died.”

“I understand. I would do the same for my children.” Lena watched them gobble down the food. She had hoped to serve the leftovers to her family and the shadow people again, but she filled their bowls a second time, praying that a kind stranger was feeding Wim and Ans and Pieter tonight. Janneke stopped her boys from taking a second slice of bread.

“We’ll take it to Oma,” she told them. She looked up at Lena as if fearful of a reprimand. “Please . . . may I take this for my mother? She isn’t well, and I promised her we’d bring something.”

“Yes, of course. Let the boys have another slice, and I’ll pack some bread and a bit of cheese for your mother.”

Tears rolled down Janneke’s face. “I didn’t want to bring my boys. I knew the trip would be hard for them. But there are so many other beggars on the roads, and I was afraid of being robbed if I was by myself. Even desperate people think twice before stealing from children.”

“I can’t imagine facing such impossible choices,” Lena said. She’d thought her hatred for the Nazis couldn’t possibly grow any stronger, but the plight of these desperate travelers deepened it.

Janneke stood when she finished eating and prodded her weary sons to their feet. “You have been so kind, Lena. We won’t impose on you any longer. May God bless you for your generosity.”

“You can’t go back out in the cold. Stay the night, please. My son’s bedroom upstairs is empty.”

“You would take in strangers?”

“You would do the same if you were in my place. Come. You look tired.”

“Mama?” Maaike whispered later in the dark when they were all in bed. “If we give away all of our food, won’t we run out?” In truth, Lena feared the same thing. But the war had given her no choice but to place everything in God’s hands and trust Him. She’d also learned that trusting Him wasn’t a onetime decision but a daily one. She sat up so she could see her daughter’s face better.