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Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

Soldiers with guns and bayonets stood guard as the trio climbed out. Dogs barked nearby, scaring Frits. He began to shout, adding to the commotion. Miriam wept for her friends. She wondered if she would ever see them again. An hour passed. Miriam stood while she waited, her backside aching from the hard truck bed.

At last, she heard guards shouting and children crying. The flap opened and the soldiers herded a line of people into the truck —elderly people, children, men and women, all carrying suitcases. Miriam sat down again, knowing she wouldn’t be able to stand once the truck began to move. She watched as each person boarded, knowing without being told that they were Jewish, hoping that one of them wouldn’t be Avi, thanking God that none of the crying children was Elisheva. As difficult as it had been to let her daughter go, she had done the right thing. The guards pushed people into the truck until there was no more room. Then they pushed more people in. Families sat on their suitcases and on each other’s laps.

“Do you know where this truck is going?” an old man seated beside Miriam asked.

“Westerbork, the Dutch prison camp. I heard the Nazis talking about it after they found us hiding.”

“They found us, too,” he said. He looked weary and defeated, as if he’d lost the will to fight. Papa had looked the same as he’d said goodbye to Miriam.

The truck traveled all night, arriving at Westerbork just after dawn. Miriam’s legs ached from being stuffed beneath her for so long. The camp had become huge since Miriam had left with Abba. She’d been filled with hope for a new life in Leiden, filled with wonder and love for Avi. The surrounding heathland that Miriam had stared at for so many months looked the same, but the sprawling camp was a true prison now, with tall barbed-wire fences and seven watchtowers guarded by soldiers with machine guns. Rows and rows of new barracks spread across the grounds.

Miriam stayed close to Klara and Tina as guards marched them forward and forced them to stand in a large, open area in the middle of the camp. They stood waiting for a very long time, not daring to sit down. Miriam’s stomach rumbled with hunger and nerves. They had run out of food three days ago in the attic of Meijers House and hadn’t eaten since. But worse than her hunger was her thirst.