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Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

As she’d feared, there were days when being in such close quarters got on everyone’s nerves. There also were days when the women managed to laugh as they told stories to each other and read aloud from the books Mrs. Mulder brought. Every once in a while, Mrs. Mulder brought an underground newspaper for them to read, and Miriam wondered if her friends Ans and Eloise had contributed to it. As long as there were no visitors at the farm, Miriam was able to play her muted violin, which caused a great commotion among the chickens but brought smiles of delight to her fellow refugees.

“Has Betsie always been this quiet?” Miriam asked Julie one day when they were alone. “I’ve noticed she rarely talks.”

“Only since we went into hiding,” Julie said. “She misses our brother. They were very close. She wanted to go into hiding with him and Abba instead of with Mama and me, but it was impossible.”

Miriam’s winter cold worsened as the weather grew colder, until the pain in her chest became unbearable. She couldn’t sit up or stagger to the outhouse without help. The simple trip there and back exhausted her. She felt as though she was burning up, yet at the same time, she couldn’t stop shivering. Sleep brought wild, feverish dreams.

“Christina has developed a very high fever,” she heard Lies telling Mrs. Mulder one evening. “I think Dr. Elzinga should come. I fear she may have pneumonia.”

Miriam was only vaguely aware of the white-haired doctor kneeling on the mattress in the tiny space, examining her. She tried to talk, but it brought on a spell of coughing and such terrible, searing pain that she curled into a ball, holding her ribs.

“I need to take her to a hospital,” he said.

Miriam tried to say goodbye to the other women and to thank the Mulders for helping her, but she couldn’t draw enough air to speak without coughing. A heavy boot kicked her in the chest each time she drew a breath. She knew she was very ill, and she longed to see Avi one last time and to hold Elisheva in her arms, to kiss them once more before she died. Avi had begged her to hang on to life and to survive so they could be together again someday, but maybe it was better to let go and slip away from the pain. She would see her loved ones again in the World to Come.