Back Chasing Shadows
Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

At last the other parishioners left to eat their Sunday dinners. Lena was about to leave too, when she noticed her cousin lingering behind to talk with her. Truus pulled Lena aside, whispering as if what she had to say was top secret.

“I think you should know there are rumors all over town about your baby.”

Lena’s stomach did a slow turn. If people in town guessed that Bep was Jewish, Ans would have to find another hiding place. Lena watched Bep toddling near their truck, holding Maaike’s hands. She already loved Bep’s smile and her dark eyes and the soft black ringlets at the nape of her neck.

“I don’t listen to rumors, Truus, and you shouldn’t either.”

“Well, in this case, maybe you should. It reflects badly on you and your family, so you’d better defend yourself for their sakes.”

Lena’s stomach rolled again. If someone informed the Nazis, they would take Bep away and send Lena and Pieter to prison for hiding her. Sad to say, Lena didn’t know who to trust —or if her own cousin would keep her secret safe. “I don’t understand, Truus. How can it reflect badly on my family to adopt a motherless child from Noordwijk?”

Truus leaned closer. “People are saying she’s Ans’s baby.”

“What?” The accusation took Lena by surprise. Her heart pounded with outrage.

“Nettie van Dam saw Ans bringing her here late Friday night,” Truus continued. “She said Ans acted very suspiciously. Nettie’s husband is a church elder, and he saw Ans, too, as he was leaving the consistory meeting. So did my husband.”

Lena didn’t know how to reply to such a scandalous accusation. She was blushing, and she knew that her flushed cheeks made her appear guilty. It took her a moment to find her voice. “Yes, Ans brought her here . . . but . . . you mean . . . Nettie van Dam just assumed . . . ?”

“Everyone knows Ans is a willful girl. Nettie’s daughter, Corrie, was Ans’s best friend before she suddenly and mysteriously disappeared.”

“It isn’t a mystery! Ans works for a college professor and his wife in Leiden!”

“Don’t get mad at me, Lena. I’m just telling you what Nettie said. We all remember how Ans refused to come to church before she moved away. And she hasn’t been home for how long, now? A year or more? If you don’t want this gossip to spread, you need to speak up right away and quell the rumors.”