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Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

“Ja.” At thirteen, he’d outgrown their nightly bedtime rituals, but Lena couldn’t resist crossing to his bed and kissing his forehead.

“Good night, then.”

Downstairs, Lena stoked the kitchen fire, adding fuel before putting on her coat and hat. She turned out all the lights and slipped outside into the freezing night. The wind swirled dried leaves across her path as she plodded up the rise to the windmill in the dark. She found the door and stepped inside, waiting for her eyes to grow accustomed to the even-darker interior. A faint light from Pieter’s candle flickered high above her. The old mill creaked and groaned in the wind as she climbed the narrow steps and then the steep wooden ladder to the very top, where Pieter crouched beneath the massive wooden beams. It was cold in the unheated mill. It smelled of old wood and dust and the oil Pieter used to grease the pump.

“It’s nearly finished,” he said. “Just a couple more nights.” It would be one of several hiding places she and Pieter were building around their farm to prevent the Nazis from stealing everything they labored for all summer.

More than a year and a half had passed since the Nazi invasion, a year and a half since their freedom was stolen. After the first summer, when the enemy had inventoried their farm and then carried off their harvest, Pieter had begun building these caches to keep more of their crops out of Nazi hands. Working at night, after the children were asleep, he and Lena also had created a false floor beneath the hayloft in the barn. They’d dug another chamber beneath the abandoned chicken coop. A false wall in the root cellar hid a secret room behind a row of shelves. They would be arrested or shot if the Nazis discovered what they were doing. Lena lived with the fear of what might happen to her and Pieter and to their children every moment of every day. Yet giving in to the Nazis was unthinkable.

A breeze blew through the open rafters, nearly snuffing out their only candle. They were forced to work in this dim light, afraid that a lantern would shine for miles in the clear December sky. Airplanes droned above them from time to time, a constant reminder of the war, a constant source of fuel for Lena’s hatred. The Nazis had stolen her life and her children’s secure future.

Lena yawned as the hours passed, struggling to keep her eyes open as she held the boards in place for Pieter to hammer. It must be well past midnight by now. They would have only a few hours of sleep before they’d have to get up and begin their chores again.