Chapters (59)
- Bad Friends
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- AFTER: DECEMBER
- BEFORE: JUNE
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-One
- Chapter Twenty-Two
- Chapter Twenty-Three
- Chapter Twenty-Four
- Chapter Twenty-Five
- Chapter Twenty-Six
- Chapter Twenty-Seven
- Chapter Twenty-Eight
- Chapter Twenty-Nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Chapter Thirty-One
- Chapter Thirty-Two
- Chapter Thirty-Three
- Chapter Thirty-Four
- Chapter Thirty-Five
- Chapter Thirty-Six
- Chapter Thirty-Seven
- Chapter Thirty-Eight
- Chapter Thirty-Nine
- Chapter Forty
- Chapter Forty-One
- Chapter Forty-Two
- Chapter Forty-Three
- Chapter Forty-Four
- Chapter Forty-Five
- Chapter Forty-Six
- Chapter Forty-Seven
- Chapter Forty-Eight
- A CONVERSATION WITH CLAIRE SEEBER
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- About the Author
- By the same author:
- About the Publisher
Light arced across the garden, a greedy spoon of white catching me in its harsh beam. Bewildered by it, I crashed into a great naked rosebush, the bare branches snatching at me like Hansel’s bony fingers. I’d long celebrated my lack of neighbours, the solitude – but, God, I cursed it now.
The car was on the drive, heading straight for me: I’d finally been hunted down. I heard a noise – and then I realised it was me; I was actually whimpering with terror. The light swung back across the garden, holding me hard, the gap between me and my persecutor closing fast as the engine was gunned. I couldn’t outrun a car. I’d run back home. Turning, I went the other way. I could see the door. I pounded the ground – my bad foot was so sore now as I panted with fear, and then, behind me, the car churned up the gravel, skidding to a halt, pinioning me between it and the house. Alex was going to get me. It was too late to flee.
I turned again quickly. I had to face my hunter; I couldn’t stand unseeing, exposed. The car door swung open as the moon slid out from the fingers of cloud, an oily disc of moonshine that lit up everything.
‘Oh God,’ I laughed with relief, though I felt more like crying. ‘It’s you. Oh God, I’m so pleased to see you. I was so scared. Have you got Digby with you?’ I lifted my hand to my chest as if to still my beating heart and my hand was trembling, properly shaking, and I took a step towards him.
‘I’ve never been so glad to see anyone,’ I started to say, and then I caught his eye and my smile died. I stared at him and his smile met mine – a traitor’s smile. And now he took a measured step towards me as I reeled in shock like I’d been punched, gut-punched where it most hurt. Mortally punched.
‘Why are you looking at me like that?’ I said numbly. ‘It can’t be you.’
‘But it is me, Maggie.’ And that smile, it was a flat smile, a smile of utter malice. ‘Weren’t you expecting me?’
Chapter Forty-Three
Chapter Forty-Three
In retrospect, perhaps it was all my own fault. I shouldn’t have rushed so; I should have stuck to my instincts, should have let my sore heart heal; let sleeping dogs snore and not enticed them to tell lies.
But of course I wasn’t thinking any of that right now. I was simply panicking as he marched me into my own house, grasping my upper arm as if he’d like to sink his fingertips right through it.
‘You’re hurting me,’ I pleaded. ‘What are you doing? You’re scaring me. Let me go.’