Chapters (59)
- Bad Friends
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- AFTER: DECEMBER
- BEFORE: JUNE
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-One
- Chapter Twenty-Two
- Chapter Twenty-Three
- Chapter Twenty-Four
- Chapter Twenty-Five
- Chapter Twenty-Six
- Chapter Twenty-Seven
- Chapter Twenty-Eight
- Chapter Twenty-Nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Chapter Thirty-One
- Chapter Thirty-Two
- Chapter Thirty-Three
- Chapter Thirty-Four
- Chapter Thirty-Five
- Chapter Thirty-Six
- Chapter Thirty-Seven
- Chapter Thirty-Eight
- Chapter Thirty-Nine
- Chapter Forty
- Chapter Forty-One
- Chapter Forty-Two
- Chapter Forty-Three
- Chapter Forty-Four
- Chapter Forty-Five
- Chapter Forty-Six
- Chapter Forty-Seven
- Chapter Forty-Eight
- A CONVERSATION WITH CLAIRE SEEBER
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- About the Author
- By the same author:
- About the Publisher
I was panting, gasping for breath as I came beside Seb’s car. He’d left the door open in his haste to get to me, and as I passed I glanced in and oh my God the keys were actually in the ignition. I didn’t look back, I climbed inside and I turned the key and the engine fired –
Feet crunched on the gravel, nearer, nearer …
‘Oh come on, Mag –’ I fumbled with the unfamiliar gearstick, slamming it into reverse by mistake. I heard his curse and I prayed I’d run him over. And then the car was moving forward and I was trying to slam the door, but he’d wrenched it open again, and then I heard a muffled yelp and Seb was leaning over me grappling with the steering wheel, but we were still moving, faster now, and I realised it was my heroic dog on the back seat, sinking his teeth into Sebastian’s arm.
‘You little fucker,’ Seb spat, and I almost laughed but Digby’s head was wet and shiny as I looked down, and I realised it was blood, my little dog’s blood, and then Seb swung him out of the car in one smooth action, and before I could move, before I could stop him, he twisted Digby around, and the brave dog snarled with all his broken might but he was badly hurt already, he didn’t stand a chance. Before I could stop him, Seb threw the dog against the tree right there with all his force. With a sigh and a small whimper, my scruffy little dog slumped down the trunk into the undergrowth.
‘No,’ I screamed, too late. ‘Noooo!’ I looked up at Seb, still looming over me. ‘You fucking nutter,’ I hissed. ‘What did he ever do to you?’
‘I should have done it ages ago,’ Seb grinned, and, reaching down into the bushes, he retrieved Digby’s limp form and flung him callously onto the drive.
For a second I’d been frozen with horror, but now I came to. ‘You’re mad,’ I yelled, tears of fury flooding down my face, ‘absolutely fucking mad’, and I revved the engine, backed the car up. I would get him now, the crazy bastard. I put my foot down and I drove at Seb fast; I floored the car and I couldn’t see anything any more, just red, just anger at this man who had ruined my life for a reason I didn’t understand. And I nearly got him, I nearly did, but he threw himself out of the way just in time, and then there was the old chestnut tree right in front of me and that was it; it was too late to brake – and then it all went black.
Chapter Forty-Four
Chapter Forty-Four