Chapters (59)
- Bad Friends
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- AFTER: DECEMBER
- BEFORE: JUNE
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-One
- Chapter Twenty-Two
- Chapter Twenty-Three
- Chapter Twenty-Four
- Chapter Twenty-Five
- Chapter Twenty-Six
- Chapter Twenty-Seven
- Chapter Twenty-Eight
- Chapter Twenty-Nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Chapter Thirty-One
- Chapter Thirty-Two
- Chapter Thirty-Three
- Chapter Thirty-Four
- Chapter Thirty-Five
- Chapter Thirty-Six
- Chapter Thirty-Seven
- Chapter Thirty-Eight
- Chapter Thirty-Nine
- Chapter Forty
- Chapter Forty-One
- Chapter Forty-Two
- Chapter Forty-Three
- Chapter Forty-Four
- Chapter Forty-Five
- Chapter Forty-Six
- Chapter Forty-Seven
- Chapter Forty-Eight
- A CONVERSATION WITH CLAIRE SEEBER
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- About the Author
- By the same author:
- About the Publisher
I dug around in my bag for the keys, fumbling as I hurried, annoying myself with my clumsiness. I put my overnight bag and the carrier of groceries from Pendarlin by the front door, which still smelled of fresh paint. And it wasn’t double-locked. I frowned. I was quite sure I’d left it locked – but maybe in my hurry to collect Bel on Friday …
The rank and fetid air hit me hard as soon as I pushed the door open. I whistled for the bloody dog again, but still he didn’t come. I took a deep breath and steeled myself against the foul smell, propped the street door open with my bags and slowly crept up the stairs.
At the top of the stairs I froze, my hand already sweating where I clutched the metal banister. I stared and stared, but I couldn’t quite absorb any of it.
‘Oh my God.’ My voice was a cracked and empty husk.
What lay before me was utter carnage – a car crash, a train-wreck of a living room. The flat destroyed, my world turned upside-down: ransacked by someone who could only mean me harm. Rubbish from the bin lay strewn across the kitchen floor, rotting vegetables, old teabags, meat-bones – worse. Alex’s painting of dawn over Waterloo Bridge was slashed to pieces above the fireplace; my framed photos smashed. Every book and CD had been pulled from the shelves and flung across the room; clothes were scattered all down the flight of stairs from the bedroom. I looked closer. No, not my clothes – my underwear.
And across the back wall, once a stark and brilliant white, were huge words: scrawled in that red paint again, looking like the letters had just bled:
I’M GETTING CLOSER
What was that smell? I could taste it in my mouth now, hot and meaty. I gagged as it pervaded every pore.
And then I heard a noise. My top lip went all clammy. ‘Digby?’ I whispered, but I couldn’t see him. There was a creak on the stair, followed by a footstep. My heart began to gallop faster. What the hell did I do now? I looked around desperately; the bread knife was on the floor about five feet away. I made a lunge for it just as I heard another footstep.
Alex appeared on the stairs below me.
‘What the fuck’s happened here?’ He looked horrified. ‘And what the hell is this?’
In his hand he held an envelope, from which tumbled a stream of long black curls.
I burst into tears.
Chapter Twenty-Seven
Chapter Twenty-Seven
Once DI Fox had established that neither the roof-terrace nor the front door had been forced in any way, he wanted to know who had keys to the flat.