Chapters (59)
- Bad Friends
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- AFTER: DECEMBER
- BEFORE: JUNE
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-One
- Chapter Twenty-Two
- Chapter Twenty-Three
- Chapter Twenty-Four
- Chapter Twenty-Five
- Chapter Twenty-Six
- Chapter Twenty-Seven
- Chapter Twenty-Eight
- Chapter Twenty-Nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Chapter Thirty-One
- Chapter Thirty-Two
- Chapter Thirty-Three
- Chapter Thirty-Four
- Chapter Thirty-Five
- Chapter Thirty-Six
- Chapter Thirty-Seven
- Chapter Thirty-Eight
- Chapter Thirty-Nine
- Chapter Forty
- Chapter Forty-One
- Chapter Forty-Two
- Chapter Forty-Three
- Chapter Forty-Four
- Chapter Forty-Five
- Chapter Forty-Six
- Chapter Forty-Seven
- Chapter Forty-Eight
- A CONVERSATION WITH CLAIRE SEEBER
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- About the Author
- By the same author:
- About the Publisher
A low whistle and a voice, an indistinguishable greeting as Digby barked again, his friendly kind of hello bark, the stupid mutt, and I was running now but I heard a car-door slam. I ran faster, I shouted ‘Wait for me’, but the car pulled off, and as I rounded the corner and saw the empty road, glimmering in the moonlight, I realised with a stony heart my dog had gone too.
An engine choked into life behind me. I turned to see Alex’s Land Rover pulling out of the far end of the drive, onto the village road. Hidden from his view on this side of the house, I fumbled now to switch my mobile on, sprinting to reach my own car, my bad foot really starting to throb. As I ran I felt the icy sweat of fear despite the cold night – but I could see my own car now and the phone was on, bleeping frantically with messages it had collected since it had died in the police’s keep.
I tried to phone 999 but the signal was so bad here I couldn’t get through, and then I dropped the phone. I stumbled as I bent to pick it up and nearly hit the floor, grazing my hand on the gravel, but I didn’t care. I reached the car and the door was unlocked – I always left the doors unlocked down here because I felt so safe, only now I felt the very opposite, quite terrified in fact, and my hand was shaking as I thrust the key into the ignition. I kept missing the slot because of the shake, and then finally it went in and I turned the key and –
Nothing. The engine made a half-hearted stutter and died completely. I turned the key again; my worst nightmare was coming true.
The cottage was still in darkness, but through the trees I could see the pub’s twinkling lights. I tried 999 again but there was still no reception. A single text envelope had popped up on the screen.
DID YOU GET MESSAGES? PLEASE TAKE CARE. LOVE YOUR FRIEND FAY XX
Oh Christ. Even Fay knew Alex was a nutter. I took a deep breath and slid back out of the car. My only option was to run to the pub for help.
My ears craned for sound as I walked as fast as I could towards the orchard, towards the small bridge that would lead me to the pub. All seemed quiet now: just my ragged breath and the old owl hooting all melancholy into the night, having devoured his prey. A sliver of laughter carried from the pub as the wind dropped again – the pub that seemed suddenly so very far away. Silence surrounded me here, though – so perhaps, please God –