Chapters (59)
- Bad Friends
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- AFTER: DECEMBER
- BEFORE: JUNE
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-One
- Chapter Twenty-Two
- Chapter Twenty-Three
- Chapter Twenty-Four
- Chapter Twenty-Five
- Chapter Twenty-Six
- Chapter Twenty-Seven
- Chapter Twenty-Eight
- Chapter Twenty-Nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Chapter Thirty-One
- Chapter Thirty-Two
- Chapter Thirty-Three
- Chapter Thirty-Four
- Chapter Thirty-Five
- Chapter Thirty-Six
- Chapter Thirty-Seven
- Chapter Thirty-Eight
- Chapter Thirty-Nine
- Chapter Forty
- Chapter Forty-One
- Chapter Forty-Two
- Chapter Forty-Three
- Chapter Forty-Four
- Chapter Forty-Five
- Chapter Forty-Six
- Chapter Forty-Seven
- Chapter Forty-Eight
- A CONVERSATION WITH CLAIRE SEEBER
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- About the Author
- By the same author:
- About the Publisher
We stood on the pavement amid the flow from Farringdon Station, commuters with heads down, hurrying, scurrying to their burrows for the day, no time to glance up, no inclination. We contemplated one another for a moment – and for some reason my tummy rolled with apprehension.
‘And you don’t want to be on it either,’ I said eventually.
‘How do you know?’ Alex shrugged. ‘I might have very strong views on domestic violence.’
‘Have you?’
‘Maybe. They won’t be the same as my dad’s, though.’
‘No, well, I have to say that would be a relief.’
‘Yes, I expect it would.’ He zipped up his jacket and looked down at me. ‘Well, don’t say I didn’t offer.’
I tried to read the expression in those sloping eyes that crinkled at the corners.
‘Last chance, Blue Eyes.’
My computer, my office, Charlie beckoned. ‘Nowhere will be serving at this time anyway.’ What was I on about? It was nine a.m. on a Monday morning and I had a show to produce with not a single guest booked yet. ‘I can’t. Really.’
‘You can if you want to.’ Alex smiled at me again. I was sure I was just a challenge he was setting himself. I bit my lip.
‘Come on, Maggie, don’t be a spoilsport. First round’s on Digby.’ He picked the dog up.
I took a final drag of my cigarette and chucked it away. Slowly, against my better judgement, I followed them.
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Thirteen
In the early hours I woke shivering with cold, back on the sofa, my coat draped over me and a wineglass empty on the floor. Digby had been huddled at my feet, but he was gone now. He was gone – but there was someone else in the room, I sensed it.
I lay stock-still in darkness so inky I couldn’t make much out, my heart pounding so hard I thought it must be visible to the intruder. I tried desperately to gauge the distance to the stairs and the front door. How long would it take me to get down them, champion sprinter (now crippled) that I once was?
A soft footstep. Fear gripped me round the throat. Should I play dead or should I run? And where the hell was Digby? Oh God, where was he? A sob of terror escaped me as the footstep trod nearer.
‘What do you want?’ My voice sounded tiny in the darkness of the night. ‘My purse is in –’
There was a crash, followed by a laugh. ‘Don’t be stupid,’ a voice said. More than a little drunk.