i know you from before,
since before this life.
our bodies were one
our power—overkill.
we were cursed,
we were forced to separate.
our soul
split down the middle.
we were torn apart.
ever since,
my soul has been
searching for you.
we came here
for each other
twin flame shit
it’d be a shame
it’d be a shame, truly,
to have to find out.
so, watch how you speak
when you speak about me
use your venom loosely.
what goes out
will come back to you.
words won’t prosper
the same
i promise
i know you from before,
since before this life.
let the bells ring
when company
arrives i set
us both free.
take us on a ride
too intense
to sit quiet for.
our parents
didn’t show us this.
didn’t love like this.
i grant you
permission
to love on me
your hardest.
to touch on me
again. please do
that thing again
where you let
your guard down
and tell the truth.
please do
that thing
you do, where
you let me in
and you let me
love back on you.
our parents were
too afraid to love like this.
clarity
here’s to manifesting
a new life. a clearer vision.
an abundant love.
here’s to opening
our hearts to those
who need us, and
walking away from
places that serve us
no good.
here’s to starting new,
without hesitation,
as often as change
requires us to.
beauty to me is faith.
some days, we can agree there is a god.
we’ve cried out for the same things.
in pain, in shame, in agony.
we’ve yelled out—in tears, with joy
with love, with grace.
we’ve made the same promise,
to be good.
so good, we repent.
we pray for both forgiveness
and freedom
from the mistakes we’ve made
we’ve lost our sense of conceit
we’ve lost our desire to be mortal
we wanna live with this moment forever.
things are good here.
—YOU—
where did you learn to be this good?
who did you speak to, to find me?
hide and seek, it’s possible
my demons sought out for you.
do you really believe you could love me?
do you really believe in a love
that could last forever?
do you—truly believe in
all ways?
you n me, we could pray on it.
we could talk to god together
ask ’em about the chances.
ask ’em to do us this solid,
say—just this once.
and believe it to be so.
and just believe
—we both believe in this
just as much, as one another.
beauty to me, is faith.
at the end of the day,
i wanna say i do,
and believe you do, too.
bitter truth
if i believe you to be
the person, i know you can be
i will do my best to show
you yourself. i will hold you
up high, in the light of lights.
i will say i care,
in more ways than one.
if my words
are too bitter a medicine,