Back The Wilderwomen
Chapters (37)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. Dedication
  3. BEFORE
  4. AFTER
  5. ONE THOUGHTS ON SUN HATS
  6. TWO TIME FOR CAKE
  7. THREE TWELVE MONTHS
  8. FOUR PSYCHIC KARAOKE
  9. FIVE A SECOND SLEEPING BAG
  10. SIX SIX MONTHS
  11. SEVEN THE EARLY BIRD GETS THE PANCAKE
  12. EIGHT SIX MONTHS
  13. NINE FOLLOW THE MUSIC
  14. TEN THE STARS ARE BRIGHTER IN THE DESERT
  15. ELEVEN SIX MONTHS
  16. TWELVE EVERY STAR HAS A SONG
  17. THIRTEEN PSYCHIC KARAOKE
  18. FOURTEEN ONE MONTH
  19. FIFTEEN A WELL-TRAVELED HAT
  20. SIXTEEN JOEL VS. THE VOLCANO
  21. SEVENTEEN TWO WEEKS
  22. EIGHTEEN HOUSE OF MEMORIES
  23. NINETEEN IF TREES COULD TALK
  24. TWENTY THREE DAYS
  25. TWENTY-ONE SEARCH PARTY
  26. TWENTY-TWO NOT THE SAME ZADIE
  27. TWENTY-THREE WAVES OF SMOKE
  28. TWENTY-FOUR THE DAY OF
  29. TWENTY-FIVE THE SKY IS FULL OF BIRDS
  30. TWENTY-SIX NEST
  31. TWENTY-SEVEN
  32. EPILOGUE
  33. TWENTY-EIGHT A SONG ABOUT A BIRD
  34. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  35. Also by Ruth Emmie Lang
  36. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  37. Newsletter Sign-up

Ursula attempted to straighten up the clutter on her table. “Make yourselves comfortable.” Zadie and Finn looked around for somewhere to sit, but the only other chair was being occupied by a wooden crate filled with piano keys.

“This place is awesome,” Finn said, looking up at the night sky through the windowpanes.

“Thanks. Obviously, it wasn’t original to the trailer. Nic built it for me three summers ago. Before that, I was storing all my music stuff in the front office.”

“Is Nic a six, too?”

Ursula shook her head. “I think that’s why she got so into astrology. She wants to understand that world, and why I can do what I do, so she can help me in some way. I joke about it, but I wouldn’t take that away from her.”

Finn knew the feeling. She would do anything—including studying astrology—if it brought her closer to understanding her mom. “So what do you do in here?”

“A lot of things, but mostly, it’s where I come to document star songs.”

Finn drifted over to one of the bookshelves stacked with plastic tubes and read the label of one of them out loud. “Eta Piscium. 1 H, 31 M, 29 … What do all these numbers mean?”

“They’re astronomical coordinates. You can open it. It’s just paper.”

Finn popped the top off the tube and slid out a roll of sheet music. She ran her fingers carefully along the handwritten notes. “This is a star?”

“Yes. I record as many of them as I can, so their songs don’t get lost.” There was a melancholy note in Ursula’s voice. “Obviously, there are too many stars to be able to do it for all of them, but if I can immortalize even a hundred, I’ll feel like I’ve done something worthwhile with my life.”

“That’s beautiful.” Finn gently rolled up the sheet music and placed it back in the tube. She turned back to Ursula and saw hesitation, like she had something to say but didn’t know how to begin. Finn spoke for her. “Our mom’s name wasn’t in the ledgers, was she?”

Ursula shook her head. “No Nora Wilder. It’s still possible she stayed here. Our records are a little spotty. I’m sorry. I really wanted to help.”

Finn could tell she was being sincere, so she smiled graciously despite the sinking feeling in her stomach. “It’s okay. Thanks for trying.”

“I hope you find her. I really do.” Then Ursula paused, thinking. “I know it’s not much of a consolation, but would you like to hear what they sound like tonight?” Ursula looked up through the glass ceiling at the stars.

“Sure.” Finn smiled meekly. She would have preferred to be alone at that moment, but didn’t want to insult their host, especially when she had taken the time to dig through old records for them.