Chapters (37)
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- BEFORE
- AFTER
- ONE THOUGHTS ON SUN HATS
- TWO TIME FOR CAKE
- THREE TWELVE MONTHS
- FOUR PSYCHIC KARAOKE
- FIVE A SECOND SLEEPING BAG
- SIX SIX MONTHS
- SEVEN THE EARLY BIRD GETS THE PANCAKE
- EIGHT SIX MONTHS
- NINE FOLLOW THE MUSIC
- TEN THE STARS ARE BRIGHTER IN THE DESERT
- ELEVEN SIX MONTHS
- TWELVE EVERY STAR HAS A SONG
- THIRTEEN PSYCHIC KARAOKE
- FOURTEEN ONE MONTH
- FIFTEEN A WELL-TRAVELED HAT
- SIXTEEN JOEL VS. THE VOLCANO
- SEVENTEEN TWO WEEKS
- EIGHTEEN HOUSE OF MEMORIES
- NINETEEN IF TREES COULD TALK
- TWENTY THREE DAYS
- TWENTY-ONE SEARCH PARTY
- TWENTY-TWO NOT THE SAME ZADIE
- TWENTY-THREE WAVES OF SMOKE
- TWENTY-FOUR THE DAY OF
- TWENTY-FIVE THE SKY IS FULL OF BIRDS
- TWENTY-SIX NEST
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- EPILOGUE
- TWENTY-EIGHT A SONG ABOUT A BIRD
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- Also by Ruth Emmie Lang
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
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“Yes, really!” Her mom’s enthusiasm bordered on frantic. Maybe, Zadie had been right. There was a strangeness to her mother in that moment, an undercurrent of panic beneath her toothy smile.
By the expression on Zadie’s face, she’d noticed it, too. “Are you okay, Mom?”
“Of course I’m okay.” Nora laughed mirthlessly. “Don’t you think this place looks like fun?” She shoved the brochure at her elder daughter as if that would somehow convince her.
“Can’t we just go home?”
“No.” The word was cold and sharp, as if it had been chipped from ice. Just as quickly, Nora grinned again. “I guess you don’t want any marshmallows, then.”
There was an uncomfortable pause, after which Zadie said, “But marshmallows are literally the only thing I like about camping.”
“Tell you what…” Nora straightened her shoulders in an attempt to appear composed. “You can have all the marshmallows you want if you at least try to have fun this weekend. And I mean really try. Got it?”
Zadie hesitated. “Okay. I’ll try.”
“Even if it rains?”
“Sure.”
“Even if there are bugs?”
“Uhh … yeah, I guess.”
“Even if the woods turn out to be haunted?”
“Mom!” Zadie clapped her hands over her ears.
Nora laughed. “I’m kidding!” she said. “The woods aren’t haunted.”
Zadie let her arms fall to her sides, watching Nora warily.
“The tent is.”
“No, no, no, no, no!” Zadie plugged her ears again and ran out of the convenience store.
“Why is she so afraid of ghosts?” The idea of ghosts didn’t scare Finn like most children her age, probably because she was so used to sensing things that were no longer there.
“Because people are scared of things they don’t understand.”
Finn noticed the new freckles on her mother’s nose before she noticed that her eyes were wider than usual, like she was watching a scary movie. Her hands were trembling a little, too. When Nora saw Finn looking at them, she shoved them in her pockets. “Come on,” she said. “Let’s go camping.”
Camping. Finn loved camping. Then why did she feel anxious?