Back The Wilderwomen
Chapters (37)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. Dedication
  3. BEFORE
  4. AFTER
  5. ONE THOUGHTS ON SUN HATS
  6. TWO TIME FOR CAKE
  7. THREE TWELVE MONTHS
  8. FOUR PSYCHIC KARAOKE
  9. FIVE A SECOND SLEEPING BAG
  10. SIX SIX MONTHS
  11. SEVEN THE EARLY BIRD GETS THE PANCAKE
  12. EIGHT SIX MONTHS
  13. NINE FOLLOW THE MUSIC
  14. TEN THE STARS ARE BRIGHTER IN THE DESERT
  15. ELEVEN SIX MONTHS
  16. TWELVE EVERY STAR HAS A SONG
  17. THIRTEEN PSYCHIC KARAOKE
  18. FOURTEEN ONE MONTH
  19. FIFTEEN A WELL-TRAVELED HAT
  20. SIXTEEN JOEL VS. THE VOLCANO
  21. SEVENTEEN TWO WEEKS
  22. EIGHTEEN HOUSE OF MEMORIES
  23. NINETEEN IF TREES COULD TALK
  24. TWENTY THREE DAYS
  25. TWENTY-ONE SEARCH PARTY
  26. TWENTY-TWO NOT THE SAME ZADIE
  27. TWENTY-THREE WAVES OF SMOKE
  28. TWENTY-FOUR THE DAY OF
  29. TWENTY-FIVE THE SKY IS FULL OF BIRDS
  30. TWENTY-SIX NEST
  31. TWENTY-SEVEN
  32. EPILOGUE
  33. TWENTY-EIGHT A SONG ABOUT A BIRD
  34. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  35. Also by Ruth Emmie Lang
  36. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  37. Newsletter Sign-up

Nora had fielded this question a hundred times before, but today she was tired, tired of fighting the unnamed thing that threatened to tear her apart. She had kept it at bay for now, but she knew it was only a matter of time before it emerged again: her demon, the thing that made her special.

Before she knew what was happening, tears were streaming down her face.

Moments later, Finn had her arms around her mother and was patting her back the same way Nora would when her daughter was upset. “It’s okay,” she said. “It’s okay.”

Nora clung fiercely to her child, afraid that if she let go, Finn would vanish.

TWELVE EVERY STAR HAS A SONG

“Do you think Ursula found anything?” Finn asked her sister for what had to be the tenth time that day. It was all she could think about while she ate her breakfast banana and oatmeal; all she could think about during her morning hike and the hour she spent helping Chuck change a tire on his Oldsmobile. Now, as they walked up the aluminum steps to Ursula and Nic’s double-wide, she realized she was nervous to hear the answer.

“Well, getting stressed about it definitely isn’t going to help.” Zadie had been more sympathetic the first nine times her sister had posed this question. “Let’s just go in and see what she says.” Then she knocked.

A voice from inside called, “It’s open!” and they let themselves in. The trailer was cozy in the most non-patronizing sense of the word. Terra-cotta-colored walls peeked out from behind colorful artwork. The floors were a patchwork of Turkish rugs, and a beaded curtain separated the living area from a hallway on the other side. Trailing jade and philodendron spilled over the sides of baskets that hung from the ceiling, along with bundles of dried herbs and copper pots and pans.

“Leo and Virgo!” Nic rushed at the girls, her arms in a wide V like an inverted cowcatcher. Before either of them knew what was happening, they were being hugged. Ursula stood at a more respectful distance, as though she were waiting in line at an ATM. “Their names are Zadie and Finn,” she corrected her wife, then addressed the girls. “If you couldn’t tell, Nic’s really into astrology.” Then in a loud whisper, “I think it’s all bullshit.”

“You only think it’s bullshit because you’re a Taurus. It’s in your nature,” Nic said with a wink.

Ursula rolled her eyes dramatically. “Since Nic takes the day shift, I only have to put up with this a few hours a day.”

“That must be weird being on different schedules like that,” Zadie commented.